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[yourenotmyangel]

for the longest time.. ive wondered what caring about someone was..
ive always said things back to a person... after i heard what i wanted to hear

ive never been so sure of how i felt... besides right now...
i know...
and im positive about how i feel..

yes, i have a fear that whatever kyle and kansas had will fall back into place... and i should be afraid...
and that i am..
but its the fact that if he cares about me as much as i think.. and possibly know he does..
there wont be anything to worry about...

he's been honest with me throughout it all.. and i understand he's been afraid to tell me..

ive never been forward about feelings...
ive never given myself entirely to a person...
ive never been this carefree about trusting someone..

ive never defyed so many people to be with a boy..
or been this jealous of a girl..

besides with him..

and that scares me...
cause i dont know what these feelings are ... or could be..

i love being in his arms.. or just laying next to him...
hands down... he is the most amazing person in the world...

i could honestly care less about people saying...
about how i could do better.. or how he could..
or.. the disrance..

im very hesitant on how i use the word love these-a-days...
but to round the feelings out...

i think it would be possible...