May 20, 2009 11:37
actually, i must have just scratched myself while sleeping. but it was like a movie, i touched my neck & something was wet and duh duh duhn--it was blood!!
also, i've been having silly dreams again. all night long, every night. i remember parts of last night.
i was standing on my porch with a bunch of people and then just started making out with phil's friend James. it was really adorable and silly and we kept laughing and then he was like man that's a lot of making out. i need a break. while this went on, people kept leaving my house to go to some dance party. i didn't want to go because it was really far, at a bar, and it was already about 1 am. so i stayed on the porch, for some reason jeeps realized that can park ontop of other cars so that was happening, police were getting mad and randomly deciding "you're gonna geta ticket if you stay there!" and designated random no parking zones. also, my house turned evil and tried to kill me and needed plutonium? so i got the plutonium away and it fell under the porch so i knew it was just a matter of time before the house realized, and people were coming home and trying to go in and i was just the nutcase yelling NO NO THE HOUSE IS EVIL and my cat ran in the downstairs apartment and i finally got her out. also, lots of people were walkin' by on their way to the dance party, including mike with a group of about 50 people, to all of which he tried to introduce me. every time i guessed a name, i was super close. linda/lindsey etc. anyway, lauren from folk fest showed up and was excited for the dance party and when i asked how to get there she said the EE or the L and i was pissed off b/c it would take forever to wait for a bus and the bar closed at 2 anyway! so i decided to drive even though i was a little drunk and for some reason i had david's car so i put a bunch of kids in it and off to the bar i went. they kept saying it was in the 8s and i was being a pissy know-it-all sayin' "since when do they call it that? does that mean there's 8 sections and people use all the numbers for names? where am i, the 1s? i've lived here for years and never heard that before." then we passed a starbucks i'd never seen before and tada we were at/in the bar. i parked inside the bar? and susan was there but i think i was imagining her because i knew she was in germany. you could bring alcohol inside which was good because i had a big cup full of beer even though i didn't really want it and the place was open til 4 so it wasn't a real bar and the dancefloor was downstairs, but they would play a short song and then 5 minutes of commercials and then james showed up again lookin' all goofy and was asked me to dance so i said okay but i didn't feel like dancin' so i just kind of stood there. also my car was parked on a yellow line and i was scared i was going to geta ticket and susan was like stacey, you're inside a bar. it's 2 am--no cops are around. but susan was in germany and i was just imagining her there. i think i confused myself so much i woke myself up.