I see hell in your eyes...
*Sigh* Yet another weekend at my nannie's. But hey, her computer is no longer gay! It actually is fast. Things are getting better everyday. =) I'm in a Xtina faze again. She's so pretty, I love her!! I don't care who thinks she's a slut and all that crap, I love her because she's who she is. You don't find many people out there like that. I know I'm not one of em. I don't know, I just have this feeling that if I dress and act and say all the stuff I really want to, everybody will hate me. Even though I know I should want people to like me because of who I am, I don't know, I can't help it, I want people to like me. I was lookin' on one of her communities and they were talkin' about how they heard on the radio that she might be engaged that now they're just waiting to hear if the rumor is true or not. Pusht, I didn't even know she had a boyfriend!
Okay, enough about Xtina. I have been eating alot lately, I think it's because of track. Ok, now people are really startin' to piss me off! Yet another person likes Aaron. And what really bothers me is that they sit there and try to tell him that he doesn't love me and how much they love him and are oh so obsessed with him and are tryin' to make him feel sorry for them because they're saying how so pitiful because he won't break up with me to go out with them and they're like trying to make reservations with him or something. They're like, yeah when you and Kayla break up.., and all that crap. And of course he tries to tell them that he's going out with me and doesn't plan on breaking up with me and stuff but they just keep on and on. And just the other day one of em tried inviting him over...WTF!? Do they think that I'm stupid enough to not find out all the stuff they do and say!? Obviously they do. I guess they think that's Aaron doesn't love me that much so he's not gonna tell me if someone likes him or if someone tries to get him to break up with me. Well I have news for some of them who think that. He tells me everything. So be careful what you say, his girlfriend might find out. SHH! My god, he even has a fan club, all these girls decided that they like him so much that they are going to carve AH into their arm or wherever. I wish all these girls would get a clue! ( I know that was a little aggresive but I just had to get it out before I exploded =) lol )
Okay, enough about Xtina. I have been eating alot lately, I think it's because of track. Ok, now people are really startin' to piss me off! Yet another person likes Aaron. And what really bothers me is that they sit there and try to tell him that he doesn't love me and how much they love him and are oh so obsessed with him and are tryin' to make him feel sorry for them because they're saying how so pitiful because he won't break up with me to go out with them and they're like trying to make reservations with him or something. They're like, yeah when you and Kayla break up.., and all that crap. And of course he tries to tell them that he's going out with me and doesn't plan on breaking up with me and stuff but they just keep on and on. And just the other day one of em tried inviting him over...WTF!? Do they think that I'm stupid enough to not find out all the stuff they do and say!? Obviously they do. I guess they think that's Aaron doesn't love me that much so he's not gonna tell me if someone likes him or if someone tries to get him to break up with me. Well I have news for some of them who think that. He tells me everything. So be careful what you say, his girlfriend might find out. SHH! My god, he even has a fan club, all these girls decided that they like him so much that they are going to carve AH into their arm or wherever. I wish all these girls would get a clue! ( I know that was a little aggresive but I just had to get it out before I exploded =) lol )