I'm so sorry =*(
Why can't I do anything right anymore. I try to do something about people who are pissed at me but that never works...someone else always ends up gettin pissed at me or they just get pissed even more or it just doesnt help at all and they ignore me. I'm tryin' to work things out with my two best friends in the whole world right now and I'm not doin' any good at all. I've ruined everything. They are the only people I have, basically. I wish I knew this would have been coming or else I would have fixed it before it even happened. It's probably never gonna b the same and it's all my fault. GAH! I hate myself. I'm the worst friend ever! I'm trying so hard to fix it and it's just getting worse. I try to talk to them but I guess they never see how much I really try to. I'm so sorry about everything I've done. The only way I know how to fix it is if I only start talkin' to him once everyday at school so I can talk to them enough for them not to hate me anymore or something else which I can't do and which I'm not going to. I can understand if they never want to talk to me or even see me for that matter ever again. But without them I don't know what I'd do. I love them so much, I didn't mean to hurt them or anyone. God.... I hate myself so much. I wish I could do one thing right...especially this one....I know I'm going to get yelled and pissed off at...again.