an epitomy
so tonight was long and crazy. but it really made me realize a lot of shit. danny james and katie came up to visit me and we went out to dinner at jack in the crack with gigi. then we came back to the dorms and figured out what we were gonna do. so steve and gig went to get alcohol and we smoked some of james hookah while we waited. so then steve went off to the water ski house and me, gigi, and the fremont people went off to JP's for a party. we met up with megan and casey and went in and we started drinking and for the most part it was a good time. steve called and met us there but by that time i had a bit of a situation to deal with. a close friend had drank too much so i was busy taking care of them. they were really really sick and i ended up taking them back to the dorms and calling a friend to come help me out. i left the dorms to go back to the party to get everyone else. by the time i got there all three of them were SHIT FACED. im not gonna lie, it was HILARIOUS. but i was stressed out about my friend back at the dorms cause i didnt know if they were ok and i was really really worried about them. so i drove back to the dorms as fast as i could and dropped off the fremont kids in my room and ran to my friends room to check on them. by thye time i got there, 2 other people were already there helping them out. to those people...you know who you are...thank you so much. anyways we stayed in there for an hour or so talking and helping out. i realized a lot while we were all talking. this friend needs help. and i am going to do EVERYTHING in my power to make sure what happened tonight NEVER happens again. I PROMISE. but we were all talking and what someone was saying really hit home with me and got me thinking. the people ive surounded myself with up here mean everything and more to me, and i know no matter what they got my back. they are here for me through everything and i just realized how much i lvoe and care for everyone up here. also something one person said about moving up here to start a new life. that really hit home. and it really got me thinking about a lot of stuff. i dont know i guess tonight just got me thinking. what happened really scared me. and the generosity and compassion that i saw in that room tonight blew me away. i dont know what im trying to say, i guess i just needed to get it all out...but im so glad i have certain people in my life. ya...