All is grood... I mean good...and great. Great and good.
I haven't updated in this journal sense January, which is sort of crazy if you think of how I used to be. I'm not sure why I haven't updated, but nothing has really been going on. I'll try and think up some things
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I Must Be Emo
Dear Diary
Mood: Apathetic
My life is spiraling downward. I couldn�t get enough money to go to the Blood Red Romance and Suffocate Me Dry concert. It sucks cause they play some of my favorite songs like �Stab my heart because I love you� and �Rip apart my soul� and of course �Stabby rip stab stab� And It doesn�t help that I couldn�t get my hair to do that flippy thing either�like that guy from that band can do�.some days you know...
I'm an emo kid, non-conforming as can be
You'd be non-conforming too if you look just like me
I have paint on my nails and makeup on my face
I'm almost emo enough to start shaving my legs
Cause I feel real deep when dressing in drag
I call it freedom of expression, most just call me a fag
Our dudes look like chicks and chicks look like dykes
Cause emo is one step below transvestite
Stop my breathing and slit my throat
I must be emo
I don't jump around when I go to shows
I must be emo
I'm dark and sensitive with low self esteem
The way I dress makes everyday feel like Halloween
I have no real problems but I like to make believe
I stole my sister's mascara now I'm grounded for a week
Sulking and writing poetry are my hobbies
I can't get through a hawthorne heights album without sobbing
Girls keep breaking up with me, it's never any fun
They say they already have a pussy, they don't need another one
Stop my breathing and slit my throat
I must be emo
I don't jump around when I go to shows
I must be emo
Dye in my hair and polish on my toes
I must be emo
I play guitar and write suicide notes
I must be emo
my life is just a black abyss... ya know..it's so dark. And it's suffocating me, grabbing a hold of me and tightening its grip, tighter than a pair of my little sisters jeans...which look great on me by the way.
When I get depressed I cut my wrist in every direction
Hearing songs about getting dumped gives me an erection
I write in a live journal and wear thick rimmed glasses
I tell my friends I bleed black and cry during classes
I�m just a bad, cheap imitation of goth
You can read me �Catcher in the Rye� and watch me jack off
I wear skin tight clothes while hating my life
If I said that I like girls I�d only be half right
I look like I�m dead and dress like a homo
I must be emo
Screw X-box, I play old school nintendo
i must be emo
i like to whine and hit my parentals
i must be emo
me and my friends all look like clones
i must be emo
my parents don't get me, they think i'm gay just 'cause they saw me kiss a guy
well, a couple guys. but i mean its the 2000s. can't 2 or 4 dudes make out without being gay. i mean chicks dig that kind of thing anyways.
i don't know diary
sometimes i think you're the only one that gets me
you're my best friend
i play tacos.
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