All is grood... I mean good...and great. Great and good.
I haven't updated in this journal sense January, which is sort of crazy if you think of how I used to be. I'm not sure why I haven't updated, but nothing has really been going on. I'll try and think up some things.
I hate school more than ever. I feel like I'm so much older than the people around me and like I know must of what I'm being "taught" (and what I don't know seems so pointless). But it's been that way for a long time, I suppose. Still, I need some sort of simulation, you know? I go to school, nearly die from boredom, and come home to lay around and do nothing. I think I should probably get a jorb like I've been saying for the past year and some time, but I don't have motivation to go out and get one. I'm becoming pretty apathetic, and I'm basically only living for the weekends and for the time when I'll be free from hell, I mean school.
Crystal is due in two months. ^.^ I love babies, and I'd be so excited if she let me watch him sometime. Yeah, her doctor said it's probably a boy, which is what she wants. She's going to name him Draven... I forget the middle name. She's really cute pregnant. I wish the best of luck for her and Nick because they're going to need it. *nods*
Speaking of kids, all is going pretty well in preschool. I really love working with children, and if I didn't go there for most of the school day, I think I might die. I love when they're amazed at something. ^.^ I love the way they think, and I love their innocence. Preschool is rad. The whole thing is just really therapeutic for me.
Dustin and I are doing well. Now that he's living with Nathan and Nathan's mom, it's hard to be alone, and I think that's affecting our relationship a bit, but we're still madly in love. ...Or at least I am. I really shouldn't speak for someone else, I suppose.
That's pretty much everything going on right now. I need to get to bed and such anyway.
Lovingly,
~Kristina
I hate school more than ever. I feel like I'm so much older than the people around me and like I know must of what I'm being "taught" (and what I don't know seems so pointless). But it's been that way for a long time, I suppose. Still, I need some sort of simulation, you know? I go to school, nearly die from boredom, and come home to lay around and do nothing. I think I should probably get a jorb like I've been saying for the past year and some time, but I don't have motivation to go out and get one. I'm becoming pretty apathetic, and I'm basically only living for the weekends and for the time when I'll be free from hell, I mean school.
Crystal is due in two months. ^.^ I love babies, and I'd be so excited if she let me watch him sometime. Yeah, her doctor said it's probably a boy, which is what she wants. She's going to name him Draven... I forget the middle name. She's really cute pregnant. I wish the best of luck for her and Nick because they're going to need it. *nods*
Speaking of kids, all is going pretty well in preschool. I really love working with children, and if I didn't go there for most of the school day, I think I might die. I love when they're amazed at something. ^.^ I love the way they think, and I love their innocence. Preschool is rad. The whole thing is just really therapeutic for me.
Dustin and I are doing well. Now that he's living with Nathan and Nathan's mom, it's hard to be alone, and I think that's affecting our relationship a bit, but we're still madly in love. ...Or at least I am. I really shouldn't speak for someone else, I suppose.
That's pretty much everything going on right now. I need to get to bed and such anyway.
Lovingly,
~Kristina