(no subject)
so this is how i'm feeling.
mind full of thoughts that are undesired,
yet full of lust.
i guess this is how it feels when you finally let go.
or when you're still hanging on.
maybe i'm just crazy,
and young, and small in this world of big nothings.
maybe your somethings are my nothings.
maybe i just want to be listened to.
maybe i want to call you too.
(is that ok? or allowed?)
imsoconfusedyoucanseeitinmyface.
i feel like singing coldplay to you,
and watching you laugh at me,
and pretending that i dont feel this way anymore.
i want to change everything and every way i thought about you.
i want to figure everything out, and kiss you on a couch, and lay in your arms,and whisper in your ear(whisper against your words),and i want more than i should.
i just
can't
help
it.
mind full of thoughts that are undesired,
yet full of lust.
i guess this is how it feels when you finally let go.
or when you're still hanging on.
maybe i'm just crazy,
and young, and small in this world of big nothings.
maybe your somethings are my nothings.
maybe i just want to be listened to.
maybe i want to call you too.
(is that ok? or allowed?)
imsoconfusedyoucanseeitinmyface.
i feel like singing coldplay to you,
and watching you laugh at me,
and pretending that i dont feel this way anymore.
i want to change everything and every way i thought about you.
i want to figure everything out, and kiss you on a couch, and lay in your arms,and whisper in your ear(whisper against your words),and i want more than i should.
i just
can't
help
it.