uuuuugggh i so feel myself losing weight.. i usually don't full-on fast because im always around so much food and thats hard, but i've been eating 1 meal a day around 6.. and i swim for 2 hours every weekday and i don't understand. why can't i fast. i tried so hard today, but i ended up binging because my parents always tempt me so much. i am so ( Read more... )

yesterday i went to santa barbara and i got the cutests jacket ever! it reminds me of the one mk wore to the fashion show. i also got a lot of vintage looking jewelery-- it was so fun! but i did so horribly on eating... i had a small bowl of spaghetti (ugh) and a peice of pie. sucks.. oh well that just means today i won't eat anything. im gonna ( Read more... )

well today was shitty. it was pouring throughout the entire day. i love the rain, but to an extreme. i've been drinking green tea a lot lately, and it really decreases my appetite, which is good. tomorrow is going to be another day shopping on melrose and then going to follow your heart. <3