Too true.
I feel like I'm afraid to be happy.... I don't want to be that way but I'm on the very cusp of falling for him and I just haven't made that leap yet.
I want to know it's real, i want to know that he likes me as much as I like him, I just want to know for damn sure that it'll work.
don't know if I could deal with another asshole who thinks he's all that and just uses me to get what he wants and then bam, I'm over.
Don't want to do that again for anything in the whole world.
I have this fear that he'll just get sick of me because I honestly have no idea why he likes me. I feel boring.
But oh well, I will press on, despite every instinct that tells me to put up walls. I'll press on and date him and if I get hurt.... well, I guess what doesn't kill me makes me stronger right?
Ah well, later. ~mag
I want to know it's real, i want to know that he likes me as much as I like him, I just want to know for damn sure that it'll work.
don't know if I could deal with another asshole who thinks he's all that and just uses me to get what he wants and then bam, I'm over.
Don't want to do that again for anything in the whole world.
I have this fear that he'll just get sick of me because I honestly have no idea why he likes me. I feel boring.
But oh well, I will press on, despite every instinct that tells me to put up walls. I'll press on and date him and if I get hurt.... well, I guess what doesn't kill me makes me stronger right?
Ah well, later. ~mag