Do you mind if I wanna put my lips right there?
Life on the whole, is very good. I woke up this morning to check my bank account and found that my check was $419.72, I screamed and almost woke josh up dancing around the room. The temperature in the apartment has changed drastically though. Where once you had three guys that were fed up with women and so upset at the world, now you have three content men work'n hard and try'n to make something of the life they've been given. Julian finally told Amy no, and while I think Amy really is a good person deep down, I almost cried when he told me that he wans't gonna get back together with her. I know how hard it's been for him to get passed the physical ties and mature past the original Joe to this new Julian 2.5... I'm so glad that my brother is happy now, and is slowly but surely get'n his game back and isn't afraid to actually carry on a conversation with a woman. I just got done talk'n to Pete, who I miss very much, I miss all the mischief that we would create and then sort out in the end... And I think time has again brought me back to the place where I'm so content being by myself, and I realize more and more that I won't find anyone here in Tally. Mainly because I only leave the apartement to gig, go to work, and go to practice but also because I don't run in certain circles... I don't have drunken conversations with girls that dance on bars (two for one) or go to parties in general, and I know that I don't want to be with someone that does, which cuts the available female population here in tally, down to almost zero. And I guess I was discouraged before, but now it's just normal, and I have so much to do before I get into a relationship. I've got baggage now, not emotional but just junk, finances, school, practicing to figure out what precisely I'm gonna do in music... just so much that I need to devote my every carbohydrate to... Is Fiz come'n up this weekend?