3ft isn't supposed to feel like 327.2 miles

[youngasaph]

Before I begin, I would like to make it known that my initial objective is not make this an unpleasant disertation, but let the record also state that I feel as though it will end up most unpleasant. 
              I've returned back to Tallahassee and am finally sitting in my room listening to the sounds of Copeland and relaxed in my nest atop the

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and the beat goes on

[anonymous]

ok so, here i go.... I've read both yours and joes livejournal and have taken in plenty of information. I'm sorry for miss judging you and thinking that u had feelings for jess. Please do not think though that when i was talking to ashley vance and cassie it was all negative and about u. Sorry to have ruined your time at home. it was not in my plans to make it seem bad nor end bad. The reason for me telling you the things i did was to let you know how i felt, and i thought we were close enough that i could tell u things. Not for you to go "Tweek" out on me. Matt u have to stop worrying and driving yourself crazy over things, let loose for once please. My mom says u have to stop being so analytical. Now about tracy. Tracy to me is like Joe to u. She is my best friend (aside from ms. dyer) and we have been planning our events for some while. Honestly, tracy and i left ybor on friday 2 hours early b/c i was so unhappy and wasn't having fun b/c in my mind all i could think about is that u were unhappy and that we were not on the best terms and it killed me inside. Believe it or not tracy is great, she watches out for me and thinks of the best, she's not going to let me do something bad and i trust her. so whatever feelings u have for or against her please let them be positive. Ok, now jess... no disrespect, i like her she's cool, yadda, yadda. I did take it out of proportion i guess and Im sorry but im over that and kind of feel like a jackass for even getting mad or presenting the issue at hand. Your roomates...ahh, the ones who, well, don't like me. I've come to think...o well, whatever, i don't care. So i'll still be as Joe so pleasantly puts me... "unwoo-able bitch". i tip my hat to u julian! Look this is to u to say, hey im sorry if i made u upset but, I want u to be happy, not upset,confused,angry, or want to kill tracy. Now that ur home i bet nothing positive came from mentioning my name but whatever, that's cool, life still goes on and i will still wake up the same way every morning. Here's some answers: no, tracy will not die and her and i will still be friends. U and jess WILL still go hang out whenever so don't worry about me, it doesn't matter. I will not die (sorry josh, joe, and david). Me being a bitch, i guess so, i mean it's not a first and definatly not a last. Jealous that u saw jess before me, ok i'll give u that. upset im not liked...used to be. Going out with tracy again this weekend, um, YA! HAte fighting with u, HELL YESSSS! wish i could change this past weekend?, uh huh! So if u don't want to talk to me now ok, i understand. u get crap from the guys (im sure u will) and im sorry for that. well, talk to u later. buh-bye!

Re: and the beat goes on

[dancinred05]

so why can't i just be 'ashley' and not 'ashley vance'???huh???