Jun 07, 2011 21:11
I just absolutely hate you. Incomprehensibly at this time. Go join sides with someone, fine, I know somebody. But look, you merit this, this can be credited to your actions. I can stop anytime now because really stretching it further isn't very mannered, but I'll just end it with this I guess, if you believe you are no good then you are no good, so let me say it too: You are a coward, untalented, old and jobless. Go die.
ON a side note my entry "taglishes" IS FOR YOU YOU TRAMP SLUT BITCH. Go find it yourself. It's two down from here. :) heehee
I mean guessing that it's because of that. So that's just who I am I guess, but surely somebody else wouldn't give you such a hard time and better parting words. So no hard feelings, I'm really just very mean sometimes. Especially to people I don't particularly like. I hope I never see you again though. I know I'm not your enemy but you are mine now. It's a little unfair, but deal with it. You probably think life is unfair too, and people like me are supposed to make it hard for people like you. Unless you change your mind and be a man, I guess. Not that I know anything about that in-depth, but if I realize it then you must be doing something wrong, right. Dunno.
Yesterday in the studio across the gallery, if she wasn't there I believe I would have planted Alessandra's butt on somebody's face, determined and all. But it's getting a little serious nowadays, I'm so hostile. I answer back a little harsh sometimes, and often I just have to keenly observe myself around the people I actually do like. It's a little nice that I don't have to see anybody on a daily basis and I can be isolated, oh and it's also very convenient that my boyfriend and I haven't been seeing each other. It's all messages and messages, not that I care for maintaining communication anymore though, I'm passed that already. But it's just when something like this happens, life shifts and makes it easier for me. And I don't know who I should be thankful for that.
Also to be honest, I do not want to spend any money to go to Casa tonight. What's in it for me, I don't want to discuss anything that can't be tackled online. I just want to play. But surely I can't say that right. I hate being nice. I'm not nice. I hate being bullied around because I don't say a word and I'm a little more courteous than any of your friends. I hate being pushed around.