Just because.
People always ask "How are you?" As a form of formality. They only want to hear "I'm fine." or "I'm ok." I once read somewhere that you only have approximately 90 seconds if you do want to say anything apart from "I'm ok." before the other person's attention is already on something else. But I don't believe anyone wants to hear a sad story or how sad you still are. So you suck it up and only say the things that people want to hear. And then you hide and keep all the pain you feel inside. Hoping one day you stop feeling like dying still.
But I think, if I could die now, I have no regrets.
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