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The wedding tonight was pretty. And weddings suddenly make me want to cry. I miss you b. I think back to how you asked me about how our own wedding should be like and what ring and proposal I would expect and it makes me feel like breaking down. I miss you so much it hurts. And I'm so tired of acting fine and being strong because no one wants to be around a sad person. No one likes unhappiness surrounding them.
So I put on my mask everyday. I act my role as I should.
But inside, all I want is to be able to see you and have you with me again.
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