For Annie

[youloveatreyu]

So Annie, the reason I haven't updated is because I don't have much to say lately. But, I will do it, just for you. I feel like shit. I feel like I have lost everything I have ever loved, and I don't know why. Is it me? Am I really that big of an asshole? I feel like when people look at me, they just see this thing, this emotional vampire, who just

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[___catastrophic]

things are never as bad as you think they are. honestly, you're probably being overdramatic because you're going through a down time right now. whitney can not blame all of her emotional problems on you (i don't think that's what she is trying to do, anyway) and you can't feel responsible for anything you did to hurt her if it was all unintentional. shit happens. that's life. you acknowledge the problem, deal with it, and get over it. in my opinion, you are just feeling lonely right now because you are still greiving over what you and whitney had. which is a good step. you will always feel something for her, but eventually your feelings for her won't bring you pain. i know you will always mean something to her too, if that makes you feel any better. things will not ever go back to the way they were, but that doesn't mean good things can't happen with your relationship. friendship is a great thing. and even if that doesnt work, it was an experience that you hopefully learned some things from and have many good memories. you're just

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[youloveatreyu]

Yeah, your thoughts actually did help a lot, Annie, and I thank you so much for that. I hope I can do the same for you, when you need help. My post was directed all towards Whit either, I mean, some of it was, cause her post made me feel like shit for hurting her, but some of it was directed towards Camill too. I've basically lost her too, and it's like all this shit, all these emotions, are flooding me at the same time. Saying goodbye to a girl who was such a good friend for a long time, and welcoming back the first girl I ever loved into my life AS friend, so my feelings are totally mixed. I know nothing I can ever say or do will make the thing I have done in the past right, but what I want for RIGHT NOW is to make the future better. I want the pain to go away and I want the answers I have been waiting for. Does that make sense to you? By having Whit back in my life, I might finally get those answers. Some closure. And maybe gain a good friend to replace those that I have lost. As for Camill, I don't think anything I can say will

[___catastrophic]

that makes a lot of sense, i wish there was more i could do to help. ill call you tonight and we can talk.
Love you,
Annie

hey

[misterkamicollo]

....dude.......im not taking anyones side becuase its not my ordeal....i know exactally what u mean by losing eerything u love tho cuase its happened to me so much

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[youloveatreyu]

its good that you aren't taking anyone's side. i don't want you to. i just want you to remain my friend, thanks for that.

[anonymous]

I love you. Even though I am a male. It's ok, it's natural right? Hang in there man. Besides I'll still do you.
XXXXERICXXXX
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[youloveatreyu]

that was borderline gay, but it's ok, because I expect it out of you, Erica. I love you too, dear.

[loves_ilussion]

hey jimmy...this is the kooler jimmy(annies sister)..add me cause im kool..haha...

[youloveatreyu]

Alright, I'll add you, just cause you are Annie's sister though, so that means you must be ok.

[loves_ilussion]

i am kool not just cause im annies sister but cause im jimmy and im kool..haha