Jan 19, 2006 12:59
so im watching the first disc of the first season of Friends.. and i dont think ive ever seen it before. im gonna needa spend more time with season one here.
this semester is... better than last? but at the same time, worse. doing research on ratemyprofessor and stalking banner helped a LOT, cause my classes are pretty decent. i love my psychology and history classes, which is weird, because usually i hate history. i love my professor though, dr obrien... if i ever have a chance to take another one of his classes i am DEFINITELY taking it, no matter what it is. finite math is quite possibly the most useless class ever, today we took an hour and 15 minutes to learn something that could have been understood in 5. talk about drilling it into your brain. it sucked. i love christian beginnings because annie, mike dooley, steve bailey, and steve the pirate are all in there with me, but the class itself is a little bit dull.
the roommate situation SUCKS. kasey says she'd rather not room with me if she could be my friend instead, which, judging from the past few days, is obviously not gonna happen. jules seems to think she can mastermind all these plans where everyone all around her does what she says as she says it while she stands in the middle and does nothing... aka make everyone on the fourth floor siwtch rooms except for herself, when shes the one who wants it all to happen. she also seems to have some kind of idea that my bags are packed and ready to go at my side and all she needs to do is find me a home and off i go! which is not the case at all, because if i can help it, im gonna stay right here. she can move if she wants.
i asked annie if she knew of anyone in alvey who didnt want to live there anymore and so she talked to her RA but hasnt said anything since then. brittney said she knows a girl in alvey whos rooming by herself cause her roommate dropped out, but also hasnt said anything since then. if i could move over there it would make me the happiest person alive. i hate coming back here in the evenings after having class with annie and running with brittney and going over there and talking to all them... im not welcome here at all, and no matter what anyone says, they cant really deny how no one here speaks to me, or how everyone avoids eye contact with me when i pass them on campus walk, or how the only people who have spoken to me since we came back have been kasey, jules, and melanie, and thats only cause we have all those meetings about the roommate switches together.
it also makes me angry when jules says that all i do is sit around the room all day. i got up at 7:30 this morning and came back at 11:30, and she was still asleep... im thinking the only reason she thinks im here all the time is cause during the times that im not here, shes asleep and misses out on it. im usually gone from 7:30 in the morning till like 6 at night, either in class or running or at the gym or eating, with little 20 minutes breaks in the dorm every once in a while. im sorry im not a lazy fatass who sleeps through all the daylight hours...
ugh. things here suck.
gotta go get ready for my run/gym time with lindsay easely, then gonna go eat something, then maybe stop by alvey... then its back here, where im sure ill hear more crap about what a bad roommate/hallmate i am. gay.
BUT the oc is on tonight! and hopefully its better than last week! and pat breaks out soon so he wont be a rat anymore, which means he'll come to visit!! and that will make things happy, cause thats what pat does--makes me happy. he's pretty the only one who does that anymore, besides annie and brittney.