Dec 31, 2004 17:04
I need to rant about this to try and feel better. I just watch Garden State and all of the sudden i just started thinking about all the memeries we had. I remember the time...
Sara brought you in the cafiteria and you ran when the bell rang
When I put my hand over your face as I walked by you
The first note we wrote
When we made an entire sheet of paper say "Ha"
The first time we hung out at Sara's and both kept looking at each other
When i made you that cd and you didn't even think i really did make it for you
Coming over my house for the first time and having our first kiss
Going to the movies with all of your friends and cuddling in the theater
Me being the first guy your dog ever liked
All the walks we had through Baker Park and downtown
Our long phone converstaions
Skipping on th last day of school with Jeff and Lauren
Keeping every memory of ours in that show box
Going to get new boards with me at Pitcrew
'Watching' the Pianist
Having the phone conversation where we both admited that we loved each other
You being the first person to say "I love you" in person at my little brothers baseball game
Going to the Goodwill together
Your twitchs
Falling asleep in your room to Mellowdrone
When your dad walked in and you were soo scared that he would never let us see each other again
All of our petty little fights at lunch
The first time you cried around me and i kissed your face and wiped the tears off your face
You visiting me at my work while i was wearing the tigger costume
Seeing your friends make plans without you and you getting soo upset
Meeting your family for the first time
When you started looking at the France trip and i got mad
When you said you'd never leave me and would give me a second chance
Before you left for the France trip you help me while i whined like a little baby
When you came back i acted immature and got jelous
Not being happy for a while because of me being immature
Finnally being happy
Going bowling with Jen and Scott
Snowball, where we danced the night away to the live band...and the jack-in-the-box
When things started going downhill again
When i was too foolish too see that you did really love me
The night before when you said you loved me
The last day we really talked...
There are good and bad memeries but thats all we have to hold on too. Now that you won't even speak to me, for what reason i don't know, i know that love just doesn't go away. Running doesn't solve everything. I want to thank you for helping me grow up. I know i am a different person; i'd love to one day so you, but it's up to you. I know you needed your space and i respect that but when is enough enough? Can't we just try to start over as friends? Soon we will both be in college and why leave like this? What we had was special so why not try it as friends? What will it hurt?