ugh
i dont know really how i feel anymore i know i have the best friend in sara she even says she loves me in front of matt and you know how special that makes me feel she was always there life just gets in the way sometimes, i have a few worry some things on my mind like i owe lauras dad money but all my money had to be put to this apartment because or else i would be on the streets and i am not afraid of lauras dad hes klike a dda to me you know what i mean laura...i still plan on paying him i start a job tommmorow, i am just kinda scard to scared to call him cause i know i promised i would pay him when i got my taxes back but ania got pretty violent kinda i had to move out in a day so i am dealing with alot but in no way am i gonna forget about him its on my mind everyday and it gives me a sick feeeling in my tummy i dont know what do you think laura?
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