...for long you live and high you fly, and smiles you'll give and tears you'll cry ...

[youcannotseeme]

i'm soooo ewww ..... i haven't really done much of anything today ..... the usual .... blew some bubbles in my chocolate milk ...... missed a movie i really wanted to see ........ i wanted to do some painting, but never got to it because i felt all draggy and sleepy ...... and partly nervous and ewe, mostly because i haven't spoken to holly all day ...... holly, if you read this, call me, i have a story to tell you ..... i really have no idea what i'm doing for the 4th of july, i mean, i know i'm going to spend some time with my family and stuff, but i'm probably not going to have anything fun to do with friends ..... nothing that i really want to do anyways ..... like at all, and i really hate to spend that much time with my mom, but i think that's what it's coming down to ....... i've decided that, definitely, yes, for sure, my favorite pink floyd song is "breathe", oh yes .......... okay so i found out yesterday that one of my ex boyfriends is married, with a kid, and a "pretty nice place" (but considering the source, his "place" could be just be okay) and sells marijuana ...... ewwww, and that freaks me out with all of these peers having kids and stuff, what is wrong exactly with claremore teenagers??? jesus christ ...... at least some kids are accidents, i'm under the impression that their kid was planned ....... scarryyyy ...... i'm done.
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