put yourself in my shoes.
im venting, so im sorry ahead of time for being rude or inconsiderate. yes so im going to formal now. And i honestly dont want too.. just because i dont think people realize how big of an issue money is with me... everyone im going with is getting off easy. Their parents are willing to pay for them, as long as they go. But in my case its the opposite, my parents would rather me NOT go.. so they dont have too pay. I have no money, and whenever i recieve money im supposed to be saving it for hawaii in two months. And too top it all off, today i went to go buy my formal ticket and i have a 50 dollar fine for never turning in my Track uniform. oh by the way... i lost it. So not only do I have to pay for formal, i have to pay for the stupid fine just too go. It's a pain in the ass to be 15 years old. I dont have a license or a job. I dont get allowance, i dont get paid for anything i do around the house. Everytime i ask for money from i parents I get a lecture. SOOO as you can see, im unhappy. ecpecially since everyone doesnt see my side of this whole dilemma. of course they all want too go, i would too if my parents happily volunteered to pay for everything. oh, and also apparantly, I DONT KNOW HOW TO SAY NO TO A PERSON.. sorry for being too effing nice damn.... ugh, this is all so gay.. maybe something will come up and i wont be able too..
on a lighter note. allison got her license...congrats too my best friend!!! besides the whole ignoring the stop sign.. and almost getting smashed by matt's gate?? haha.. i love her.. what a fun day.
new classes and i love them..