today was okay.. nothing worth writing about. My livejournal is so ugly. oh well..im going to the JV game to cheer, we're playing Valhalla. then straight from there im going to palm springs the whole weekend with my loverr bree.
i dont know what to do... The two people that mean the world to me told me what to do. yet im still lost in my own feelings, and my own thoughts... i just wish these things were a lot simpler. but then again maybe its a test? who knows anymoreee!
I'm about to lose control
I, I don't know why
Why you need some reason to feel lost inside
You, you know that I'm alright
You know that I'm just the kind of girl that feels so hurt and smiles
I don't use excuses
Don't ask why
It's just a breakdown
It happens all the time
So get out of my face
Don't even try
You wanna help me, just let me cry
Yeah I loved you all my life
You don't even know a thing I feel inside
No, by the look in my eye
That I'm just fine but I might need you to hold me tight
I don't use excuses
Don't ask why
It's just a breakdown
It happens all the time
So get out of my face
Don't even try
You wanna help me, just let me cry
I don't use excuses
Don't ask why
It's just a breakdown
It happens all the time
So get out of my face
Don't even try
You wanna help me, just let me cry
I had a bad day, I'll cry if I want to, cry if I want to, cry
I had a bad day, I'll cry if I want to, cry if I want to, cry
I had a bad day, I'll cry if I want to, cry if I want to, cry
I had a bad day, I'll cry if I want to, cry if I want to, cry
Just let me.... cry
Just let me cry, I'm crying, I'm breaking down.........
I'm breaking down just let me cry
I don't use excuses
Don't ask why
It's just a breakdown
It happens all the time
So get out of my face
Don't even try
You wanna help me, just let me cry
I don't use excuses
Don't ask why
It's just a breakdown
It happens all the time
So get out of my face
Don't even try
You wanna help me, just let me cry
i really like that song. i wish i could have a reason to smile. but i wish a lot of things that never come true.. so whats the point anymore??
I found myself wrong again
Starin out my window
Wonderin what it is I should have said
I found myself at home again
Waitin for the after call
The fallout that feels like such a mess
Ohhhh I can only be myself
I'm sorry that's hell for you
Heyyy so what's my damage today
Don't let me get in your way
Let it out like you always do
The trouble between me and you
Is nothing new
So I listen to you complain and then
I bite my tongue in vain again
As I let it all just slowly settle in
Such a pretty picture that you paint
I'm so vow while your insane
Funny how your eyes see thick not thin
another one that im likin... dont take these the wrong way... and dont make predictions of what im thinking bc ur probably wrong. if you want to know then ask me!!