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Drank hard liquor for the first time since my alcohol poisoning and I'll tell ya, it brought back both good and bad memories. The good...the warmth and burning sensation it gives you, after drinking nothing but straight Caldwells and Sky for years, nothing hurts anymore, it just soothes. :) The bad, that taste it gives still brings back the taste of the liter of sky I chugged in under 20 minutes over a year and a half ago. :/ So who knows, I like the idea of pre-gaming before a party with shots, like I did tonight...but it still doesn't sit quite right.
So yea, Shaun calls me and tells me he's back in the dorms which is just fantastic because absolutely no one else was here bringing my boredom level to an all time high. So, I head over to bouge, we hop in his car and go to suppa's all the while exchanging stories of our weekends and such. Once we get to Suppa's, it's nothing but mowing down grilled chicken parm's...mmmmmmmmm. But yea, we go back to his dorm, he has a nearly full bottle of bacardi o, so we do shots of that until it's gone...didn't take more than 10 minutes lol. Then we played Halo (xbox game) until we hear about this party at the rugby house. I haven't drank more than six beers all week and the shots only got me hornier for alcohol. So we head out to the rugby house and pound down a few brews and bounced. Sure, no pussy tonight but ya know what, Lisa settled me last night and she's most definatly amazing enough to wait for. She still confuses me at times and we tend to fight a lot actually...but overall things are chill between us and I think we'll keep togethor even though we aren't "togethor". Whatever...not the time nor the place. ;)
To be honest, my brain is still cluttered. I think that's why I drink so often, to clear my head. Some use weed, but I'm done with that shit...give me a beer over the cure anyday. Does that mean I'm an alcoholic? Who the fuck cares, I'll get over it when it matters. My only problem is that I did not drink enough tonight and I'm worries still follow me. I fucking hate that, I'm getting angry now. Why am I always angry about something? Just ask any girl who've I've ever been close to, or ask my friends...it's fucked.
Honestly, I may come off as cocky or arrogant or narcisistic or whatever, but really...I'm quite an insecure person and for very little reason. I just take things too seriously, must be the italian in me from my mother.
Imagine that there's no heaven.
No hell below us, above us only sky.
Imagine all the people livin' for today.
Yea, I know that was random, but I'm listening to a lot of music right now and the APC cover of John Lenin's song Imagine is one of them. Anyway...leave a comment if you think you can fix my problems.
So yea, Shaun calls me and tells me he's back in the dorms which is just fantastic because absolutely no one else was here bringing my boredom level to an all time high. So, I head over to bouge, we hop in his car and go to suppa's all the while exchanging stories of our weekends and such. Once we get to Suppa's, it's nothing but mowing down grilled chicken parm's...mmmmmmmmm. But yea, we go back to his dorm, he has a nearly full bottle of bacardi o, so we do shots of that until it's gone...didn't take more than 10 minutes lol. Then we played Halo (xbox game) until we hear about this party at the rugby house. I haven't drank more than six beers all week and the shots only got me hornier for alcohol. So we head out to the rugby house and pound down a few brews and bounced. Sure, no pussy tonight but ya know what, Lisa settled me last night and she's most definatly amazing enough to wait for. She still confuses me at times and we tend to fight a lot actually...but overall things are chill between us and I think we'll keep togethor even though we aren't "togethor". Whatever...not the time nor the place. ;)
To be honest, my brain is still cluttered. I think that's why I drink so often, to clear my head. Some use weed, but I'm done with that shit...give me a beer over the cure anyday. Does that mean I'm an alcoholic? Who the fuck cares, I'll get over it when it matters. My only problem is that I did not drink enough tonight and I'm worries still follow me. I fucking hate that, I'm getting angry now. Why am I always angry about something? Just ask any girl who've I've ever been close to, or ask my friends...it's fucked.
Honestly, I may come off as cocky or arrogant or narcisistic or whatever, but really...I'm quite an insecure person and for very little reason. I just take things too seriously, must be the italian in me from my mother.
Imagine that there's no heaven.
No hell below us, above us only sky.
Imagine all the people livin' for today.
Yea, I know that was random, but I'm listening to a lot of music right now and the APC cover of John Lenin's song Imagine is one of them. Anyway...leave a comment if you think you can fix my problems.