i'm not throwing this away
i've felt the melting point often these past few days.
and i haven't felt it in over a year.
it's strange to feel such affection for one person, from one person. i barely know how to react or what to do. instinctively, i would put up some bogus defense mechanism and start pushing away. instead, i've made myself vulnerable. i don't care. hurt me if you want. it would be well worth it.
oh my god.
my head is spinning and my stomach is turning.
but it feels like looking into a mirror.
or sleeping in my own bed.
and i haven't felt it in over a year.
it's strange to feel such affection for one person, from one person. i barely know how to react or what to do. instinctively, i would put up some bogus defense mechanism and start pushing away. instead, i've made myself vulnerable. i don't care. hurt me if you want. it would be well worth it.
oh my god.
my head is spinning and my stomach is turning.
but it feels like looking into a mirror.
or sleeping in my own bed.