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[you_are_great]

i've been feeling excessively bitter the past couple of days. it hasn't been for lack of trying to be happy though. believe me, i've been trying sooo hard to be happy. i actually had myself fooled at one point. i figured that if i emanated love from every pore of my body, i might actually get some in return. i'm not talking about romantic love... but love from the universe in general.

for a while, i got some love. but now i believe the universe hates me once again.
and i've come to the realization that i might possibly hate the universe right back.

fuck the universe and fuck everything in it. ugh.