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chapter 28: good bye my lover
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Key. Doorknob.
Then the door is open. He entered the house. He is really tired but wanting to see Mia’s face restrained him from doing anything including calling his mother. “Tadaima~” he greets. With a bright smile. A vision that Mia will screams, runs to him and hugs him, looks really clear now. “Mia?”
No answer.
“Mia!! I’m home~”
Its 10 pm, Mia’s shift should have ended. There is no the fragrance of aroma therapy too. Nino’s heart pounding. He heads to Mia’s room. Opens the door.
Empty.
He takes his phone, calls her. Couldn’t reach. Sunako!
“Moshi moshi?”
“Ah, Sunako-chan?”
“Ah, Ninomiya-san..”
“Is Mia with you?”
“Iya”
“She is not at home and I couldn’t reached her.. do you know where she is?”
“I didn’t meet her for the past three days.. ah, Koyama-kun told me that she had resigned two days ago.. I don’t know for what reason”
“What??”
“I’m sorry, Ninomiya-san.. I don’t know where she is”
He feels lost. Flat. His soul flies away. What happened? why must she left the house? Why so sudden? Where did she go? When he was in Taipei, everything seems normal. He called her every day, and she sounds well. Nothing seems wrong. Everything was fine. Suddenly Nino caught something like shining thing on the table.
He drags his step and Nino startles when he finds what it is actually. It’s the necklace that he gave to Masami. How can? Why in Mia’s room? There is an envelope below the necklace. Nino takes and opens it.
Sir-chan,
Its me- Mia.. How should I start this? I don’t know what to say, suddenly..but still, I have to.. I think you just came back from Taipei when you read this.. I’m sorry for not saying anything about moving out, sir-chan.. I’ve been rude to you who was kindly give me a shelter when I have no place to go.. I’m sorry, Sir-chan.. but I have to..
I guess you already knew that I’ve mate Nagasawa-san when you saw the necklace. Yes, I mate her. The day when I told you I’m at hospital, accompanied Sunako-chan- the truth is- I lied. I just couldn’t go back home, see your face, kissing you after I know what had happened.. I’m sorry again, Sir-chan.. but I have to..
She gave me the necklace- she said it suit me too- NM can stand for Nakahara Mia too, right? she said she will try to stop loving you, just- she needs time- but the truth is- I can see through her eyes, she still loves you, sir-chan.. she really loves you.. I don’t know whether she loves you more than I did.. but I guess one year of relationship is stronger than what I have- only one week..
She is a great lady, sir-chan.. I adore her- she is nice, beautiful and kind hearted.. I don’t think other women out there will talking nicely to their boyfriend stealer… plus- she loves you..
It is not that I didn’t feel the same way like she did.. for the love that you show me, the care, the beautiful words you say- I swear, I do love you, Sir-chan..
But tell me sir-chan, how can I’ve being happy after I know all those things? You said that you love me even you still in a relationship with someone else.. you kissed me, we makes love even at the same time- another person is waiting for you, loving you wholeheartedly.. how can I dreamed of a castle after I’ve made someone else cried? Tell me, sir-chan..
I believed in karma, sir-chan.. if today I ruined someone relationship, it is not a wrong thing if someone did the same thing to me.. if today I destroyed someone’s dream, tomorrow- there will be another person who will crash my dream into pieces. It is the world’s rule, sir-chan.. and if that happen, it will hurt me, tremendously.. just like what she feel right now..
I think, what she said is true.. you just confused, lonely.. she is not around, and you need someone.. you mate me… I don’t want to think that you lied when you say you love me.. I want to keep it as a real moment.. the moment when someone confess his love to me- honestly.. the moment that I will remember forever, it is a precious moment for me..I want to keep every minutes I spend with you at the bottom of my heart.. until the day I stop breathing..
Go back to her, sir-chan.. off all the things she did for you, she deserved you more than I did.. take a good care of yourself, sir-chan.. don’t make me worry again.. you have to be happy, with her.. I’m sorry for leaving the house suddenly.. leaving you, suddenly.. I’m sorry.. but I have to..
-Nakahara Mia
Nino close his eyes.. tears starts rolling over.. “it is not like that, Mia.. it is not like that.. You don’t even give me a chance to explain everything… why did you leave me, Mia? Mia!!!!”
***
“Video? What for?”
“Memory~”
“Huh?”
“Today is a special day.. ahh~ umi daaaa!!” I screamed and run to the beach. Sir-chan just looked from far. He said that it is a private beach for the visitor of the hotel, so there are not so many people comes here. It is a perfect place for celebrity actually and also perfect choice for us. “Sir-chan!!! come!” I run back to him, took his hand and dragged him nearing the beach. He just followed me with a smile.
“Uwah, samuii..” the first thing he said when small waves touching his foot. I captured his cute reaction using video camera. With a sunset as a setting, the video looks very beautiful. He holds my left hand. I fixed the video camera with the stand that he brought so that it can still record us without having to hold it. After that, I ran back to him.“Now, you standing here.. close your eyes.. take a deep breath.. and just feel the sea.. like this” I show him. Again, he didn’t say much- just followed. He standing facing the sea, with his eyes closed. I smiled and closed my eyes.
“Hora. Kimochi, ne? I told you..”
Suddenly I can feel his lips on mine. I keep my eyes closed, not wanting this to be end. My skins shivered because of his touch. His left hand at my nape and his right hand wrapped me at my waist. My hand slowly slid up his chest and laced around his nape. Kissing him back. it was soft and gentle kiss. Just suit the moment. Time was paused for us.
Slowly he broke the kiss and I opened my eyes. “Mia..” I’m feeling like bursting into tears when he called my name with that soft and gentle voice- whispering to me. I looked at him, straight to his eyes. “Be mine? Forever..”
I startled.
“.. will you be mine?” he repeated the same question. Slowly my lips curve into a smile. “I’m already yours, sir-chan..” I answered and sealed it with a kiss…
BUKK!! “Ah, gomennasai!” Mia bows to the woman that she had just bump. “Look when you are walking, miss” the lady is angry and Mia can see it. “Mia-chan? you okay?”
“Ah, I’m okay..”
“You wait here, I want to go to the toilet, first..”
Mia nods.
He kissed my forehead and I just closed my eyes. Enjoying the warm feeling that he gives me after the moment where our body becomes one. Our bed is facing the sea, where we just share a beautiful kiss before. I rested my head on his chest, and he takes me into his arm, closely. I’m getting used in this situation- I’m his so its okay for him to see me like this.
It is a serene moment where our skin brushed each other and below the blanket, our legs tangled. Breath had turns to normal. “Mia..”
“Hmmm??”
“When we gets older, let’s build the house like this..”
“Eh?”
He looks at my face. “Lets get older with me.. will you?” my tears start falling. Knowing that, this is perhaps- our last moment together
“Mia-chan?”
Mia lifts her head. He smiles. “Ikou?” She stands up and following him from the back. There are not many peoples in the airport today. Mia looks around. ah~ i will miss this place a lot..Suddenly, one little girl stepping nearing him. Mia just smile when he kneels down, smiling sweetly to the girl. “Ohno-san, can u give me your signature here?”
***
-surprise, surprise~
***
Key. Doorknob.
Then the door is open. He entered the house. He is really tired but wanting to see Mia’s face restrained him from doing anything including calling his mother. “Tadaima~” he greets. With a bright smile. A vision that Mia will screams, runs to him and hugs him, looks really clear now. “Mia?”
No answer.
“Mia!! I’m home~”
Its 10 pm, Mia’s shift should have ended. There is no the fragrance of aroma therapy too. Nino’s heart pounding. He heads to Mia’s room. Opens the door.
Empty.
He takes his phone, calls her. Couldn’t reach. Sunako!
“Moshi moshi?”
“Ah, Sunako-chan?”
“Ah, Ninomiya-san..”
“Is Mia with you?”
“Iya”
“She is not at home and I couldn’t reached her.. do you know where she is?”
“I didn’t meet her for the past three days.. ah, Koyama-kun told me that she had resigned two days ago.. I don’t know for what reason”
“What??”
“I’m sorry, Ninomiya-san.. I don’t know where she is”
He feels lost. Flat. His soul flies away. What happened? why must she left the house? Why so sudden? Where did she go? When he was in Taipei, everything seems normal. He called her every day, and she sounds well. Nothing seems wrong. Everything was fine. Suddenly Nino caught something like shining thing on the table.
He drags his step and Nino startles when he finds what it is actually. It’s the necklace that he gave to Masami. How can? Why in Mia’s room? There is an envelope below the necklace. Nino takes and opens it.
Sir-chan,
Its me- Mia.. How should I start this? I don’t know what to say, suddenly..but still, I have to.. I think you just came back from Taipei when you read this.. I’m sorry for not saying anything about moving out, sir-chan.. I’ve been rude to you who was kindly give me a shelter when I have no place to go.. I’m sorry, Sir-chan.. but I have to..
I guess you already knew that I’ve mate Nagasawa-san when you saw the necklace. Yes, I mate her. The day when I told you I’m at hospital, accompanied Sunako-chan- the truth is- I lied. I just couldn’t go back home, see your face, kissing you after I know what had happened.. I’m sorry again, Sir-chan.. but I have to..
She gave me the necklace- she said it suit me too- NM can stand for Nakahara Mia too, right? she said she will try to stop loving you, just- she needs time- but the truth is- I can see through her eyes, she still loves you, sir-chan.. she really loves you.. I don’t know whether she loves you more than I did.. but I guess one year of relationship is stronger than what I have- only one week..
She is a great lady, sir-chan.. I adore her- she is nice, beautiful and kind hearted.. I don’t think other women out there will talking nicely to their boyfriend stealer… plus- she loves you..
It is not that I didn’t feel the same way like she did.. for the love that you show me, the care, the beautiful words you say- I swear, I do love you, Sir-chan..
But tell me sir-chan, how can I’ve being happy after I know all those things? You said that you love me even you still in a relationship with someone else.. you kissed me, we makes love even at the same time- another person is waiting for you, loving you wholeheartedly.. how can I dreamed of a castle after I’ve made someone else cried? Tell me, sir-chan..
I believed in karma, sir-chan.. if today I ruined someone relationship, it is not a wrong thing if someone did the same thing to me.. if today I destroyed someone’s dream, tomorrow- there will be another person who will crash my dream into pieces. It is the world’s rule, sir-chan.. and if that happen, it will hurt me, tremendously.. just like what she feel right now..
I think, what she said is true.. you just confused, lonely.. she is not around, and you need someone.. you mate me… I don’t want to think that you lied when you say you love me.. I want to keep it as a real moment.. the moment when someone confess his love to me- honestly.. the moment that I will remember forever, it is a precious moment for me..I want to keep every minutes I spend with you at the bottom of my heart.. until the day I stop breathing..
Go back to her, sir-chan.. off all the things she did for you, she deserved you more than I did.. take a good care of yourself, sir-chan.. don’t make me worry again.. you have to be happy, with her.. I’m sorry for leaving the house suddenly.. leaving you, suddenly.. I’m sorry.. but I have to..
-Nakahara Mia
Nino close his eyes.. tears starts rolling over.. “it is not like that, Mia.. it is not like that.. You don’t even give me a chance to explain everything… why did you leave me, Mia? Mia!!!!”
***
“Video? What for?”
“Memory~”
“Huh?”
“Today is a special day.. ahh~ umi daaaa!!” I screamed and run to the beach. Sir-chan just looked from far. He said that it is a private beach for the visitor of the hotel, so there are not so many people comes here. It is a perfect place for celebrity actually and also perfect choice for us. “Sir-chan!!! come!” I run back to him, took his hand and dragged him nearing the beach. He just followed me with a smile.
“Uwah, samuii..” the first thing he said when small waves touching his foot. I captured his cute reaction using video camera. With a sunset as a setting, the video looks very beautiful. He holds my left hand. I fixed the video camera with the stand that he brought so that it can still record us without having to hold it. After that, I ran back to him.“Now, you standing here.. close your eyes.. take a deep breath.. and just feel the sea.. like this” I show him. Again, he didn’t say much- just followed. He standing facing the sea, with his eyes closed. I smiled and closed my eyes.
“Hora. Kimochi, ne? I told you..”
Suddenly I can feel his lips on mine. I keep my eyes closed, not wanting this to be end. My skins shivered because of his touch. His left hand at my nape and his right hand wrapped me at my waist. My hand slowly slid up his chest and laced around his nape. Kissing him back. it was soft and gentle kiss. Just suit the moment. Time was paused for us.
Slowly he broke the kiss and I opened my eyes. “Mia..” I’m feeling like bursting into tears when he called my name with that soft and gentle voice- whispering to me. I looked at him, straight to his eyes. “Be mine? Forever..”
I startled.
“.. will you be mine?” he repeated the same question. Slowly my lips curve into a smile. “I’m already yours, sir-chan..” I answered and sealed it with a kiss…
BUKK!! “Ah, gomennasai!” Mia bows to the woman that she had just bump. “Look when you are walking, miss” the lady is angry and Mia can see it. “Mia-chan? you okay?”
“Ah, I’m okay..”
“You wait here, I want to go to the toilet, first..”
Mia nods.
He kissed my forehead and I just closed my eyes. Enjoying the warm feeling that he gives me after the moment where our body becomes one. Our bed is facing the sea, where we just share a beautiful kiss before. I rested my head on his chest, and he takes me into his arm, closely. I’m getting used in this situation- I’m his so its okay for him to see me like this.
It is a serene moment where our skin brushed each other and below the blanket, our legs tangled. Breath had turns to normal. “Mia..”
“Hmmm??”
“When we gets older, let’s build the house like this..”
“Eh?”
He looks at my face. “Lets get older with me.. will you?” my tears start falling. Knowing that, this is perhaps- our last moment together
“Mia-chan?”
Mia lifts her head. He smiles. “Ikou?” She stands up and following him from the back. There are not many peoples in the airport today. Mia looks around. ah~ i will miss this place a lot..Suddenly, one little girl stepping nearing him. Mia just smile when he kneels down, smiling sweetly to the girl. “Ohno-san, can u give me your signature here?”
***
-surprise, surprise~