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[yonica]

I really don't believe I am equipt to take any more. I am trying all the breathing and compassion in the world, but I am completely broken. I have reason to believe that lies are now being spread about me, and I have no idea what they are, or who they are being spread by.

I have tried so hard to hold myself together during this last week. I am refusing to submit to anger (except towards W), so I am currently helpless. I do not know what to do.