Debit Cards = Irresponsible spending
Wow, I just looked at my transaction records for my debit card; I have never felt so irresponsible and stupid in my life as I do right now. I have spent over 400 dollars since October 9th. I feel like such an idiot. I was so much better about spending money when I just used cash.
At the time I spent all of it, it seemed like smart idea. $115 dinner for Dave's birthday, well over $80 on birthday presents for him and mom, god knows how many trips to the gas station, and lots of food. That is the dumbest purchase I made. I really need to stop buying food. That is the number one waster of my money. In the last week, I have spent prolly over $40 on food alone. Its really sad. So from now on, I need to stop buying food. Like 100% completely stop.
I was planning on taking myself out for a nice dinner just because I wanted one and I have never had one just for me, but I think that I will pass.
This just makes me feel so shitty. And the amount of food I have been consuming is out of control. I need to get a hold of myself. This is embarrassing and mom is right, there is something more about this food thing. Its not just for eating with me, its for something else. I need to stop eating.
But on the upside, I cleaned the downstairs bathroom today which hadn't been cleaned in who knows how long. Its all pretty now. And after my workout, I am going to clean the shower, and then my room, and then do my reading notes, and then chiiiill.
Money and I are not friends. fucker.
At the time I spent all of it, it seemed like smart idea. $115 dinner for Dave's birthday, well over $80 on birthday presents for him and mom, god knows how many trips to the gas station, and lots of food. That is the dumbest purchase I made. I really need to stop buying food. That is the number one waster of my money. In the last week, I have spent prolly over $40 on food alone. Its really sad. So from now on, I need to stop buying food. Like 100% completely stop.
I was planning on taking myself out for a nice dinner just because I wanted one and I have never had one just for me, but I think that I will pass.
This just makes me feel so shitty. And the amount of food I have been consuming is out of control. I need to get a hold of myself. This is embarrassing and mom is right, there is something more about this food thing. Its not just for eating with me, its for something else. I need to stop eating.
But on the upside, I cleaned the downstairs bathroom today which hadn't been cleaned in who knows how long. Its all pretty now. And after my workout, I am going to clean the shower, and then my room, and then do my reading notes, and then chiiiill.
Money and I are not friends. fucker.