time and time again

May 13, 2005 04:05

yet again I am drowning in my own pain, I no longer know what to do with my life, without her I am nothing. and yet she no longer wants me, is what amber said true? am I only a good friend, not a good boyfriend, but I treat women so well, I don't know what to say to that. I feel so alone. I can no longer sleep at night. I am always up all night ( Read more... )

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slientbwriter18 May 14 2005, 07:20:09 UTC
i love ya man! remember the funyuns man! lol

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mixedperception May 14 2005, 08:16:33 UTC
sorry that i say stupid shit at the wrong time man im a horrible fucking person and i said i dont even care for myself not i only care for myself, trust me nothing about me is great i jus wish i could help without bein a jackass like that ive been trying to figure out a way to approach you about u bein hopelessy lost but i feel as such and it wouldnt do much but bring you down if i tried as you saw.you are my fuckin brother now and i hate that ur goin through this shit...im telling you if you came to me i believe it would be a different scenario but you dont want my help so i hope to god brandon can help you,im really sorry you feel that way and that i helped to make it worse now do you see why im suicidal i constantly fuck shit up,depression sucks i hate to see you go through such shit as well,i think thats all i can express at this time wish i coulda did a better job in person

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yogi147 May 16 2005, 06:09:40 UTC
im going to be fine, it was kinda all in my head, but you are a great person even if you don't think so, you will always think less of your self then other people think of you. You don't have to talk to me, and I do want your help but I don't think you brian brandon trisha terry or even elizabeth can help me.... I think I am doing a lot better now, knowing that people care about me, and you should know the same, people care about you, and I would be very very upset if you did anything to hurt your self. I am always here for ya man, I love ya like a brother.

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