Mar 24, 2009 23:13
I've been on an all-out high for a couple of days now. I guess it's my bipolar-ish side kicking in since I was down and depressed (at my lowest ever) for more than a month, and also frustrated with myself for months longer. I somehow managed to keep all my hyper-activity inside of me until it accumulated to a great extent. Aah, I've been overflowing with hyper-ness right now. Even I am surprised at myself. This is a feat. :3
I just realized that my lowest moment was ironically my highest as well. Emotionally-speaking, last February was my lowest point ever. Academically-speaking, last February was my highest point. It was the only time I have managed to achieve many big things in a short span of time. What an ironic twist of fate... It's an irony that should never happen again.
I can finally say without a doubt that my English has deteriorated to a humiliating extent. I badly need to improve my English. I can't believe it. I actually allowed myself to deteriorate THIS much. Argh. I will read books, I swear. Hahaha.
Puro na lang 'I'. Ang egotistic ko talaga.
<3
happy,
books,
english,
reflection,
random