Confused little filipino boy
hum..havent updated in a while. felt i should...Past couple weeks have been pretty fun..good F4 hang out times nd what-not, buying massive presents nd stuff. nothing really super important to say..
but i dont get this..i can h/u wit like 3 people right now...1 of them wants to go out wit me, another one prolly still wants to go out wit me, and the other one is jus like, good for ass, lol..okay but like..whyyy why why dont i want them? this 1 girls friends are all tellin me 2 go out wit her but i dont want to cause im still fuckin like, idk i really like that other girl that u all prolly kno who im talkin about. everything is sooo stupid. ppl still talk 2 me about her im jus like wtf stop it. like ema/celina/tina..id be walkin wit 1 of them in the hallway or sumthin nd theyd be like "so hows _____" nd im jus like "...uh, why" nd theyre like "u like her dont u" nd im like "so what.." nd theyre like "well how is she" nd im jus like wtf shes fine.. as much as im trying 2 get over her which is like impossible people havta be so lkasjdlkdj nd like bring her up all the time nd i think she has a crush on whats his face which got me sooooooo jealous cause ive been tryin 2 get her for so long now she jus like, has a crush on this dude nd blah idk not fair. i figured i shoudl stop bitching to people cause i doubt they wanna hear it anymore so im jus gonna bitch on this journal thing, lol. idk im always tellin myself and people are always saying 'oh one day ull get her' but fuckin i dont wanna hear that or wanna believe that cause then id be doing what i always do and thats living on false hope nd thats such a waste nd idk...she doesnt talk online as much anymore, like she doesnt IM me or whatever..i kno its gets anoying saying 'talk to meee' or w-ever cause fuckin girl #1 and emily do it all the time nd i jus wanna tell them to shut the fuck up. idk im on the fone wit stefferoni right now trying 2 think of sumthing for her 2 take pictures of for photo nd im so hungry so im gonna go
LATER FUCKERS
but i dont get this..i can h/u wit like 3 people right now...1 of them wants to go out wit me, another one prolly still wants to go out wit me, and the other one is jus like, good for ass, lol..okay but like..whyyy why why dont i want them? this 1 girls friends are all tellin me 2 go out wit her but i dont want to cause im still fuckin like, idk i really like that other girl that u all prolly kno who im talkin about. everything is sooo stupid. ppl still talk 2 me about her im jus like wtf stop it. like ema/celina/tina..id be walkin wit 1 of them in the hallway or sumthin nd theyd be like "so hows _____" nd im jus like "...uh, why" nd theyre like "u like her dont u" nd im like "so what.." nd theyre like "well how is she" nd im jus like wtf shes fine.. as much as im trying 2 get over her which is like impossible people havta be so lkasjdlkdj nd like bring her up all the time nd i think she has a crush on whats his face which got me sooooooo jealous cause ive been tryin 2 get her for so long now she jus like, has a crush on this dude nd blah idk not fair. i figured i shoudl stop bitching to people cause i doubt they wanna hear it anymore so im jus gonna bitch on this journal thing, lol. idk im always tellin myself and people are always saying 'oh one day ull get her' but fuckin i dont wanna hear that or wanna believe that cause then id be doing what i always do and thats living on false hope nd thats such a waste nd idk...she doesnt talk online as much anymore, like she doesnt IM me or whatever..i kno its gets anoying saying 'talk to meee' or w-ever cause fuckin girl #1 and emily do it all the time nd i jus wanna tell them to shut the fuck up. idk im on the fone wit stefferoni right now trying 2 think of sumthing for her 2 take pictures of for photo nd im so hungry so im gonna go
LATER FUCKERS