Oct 26, 2004 11:42
Got a busy day ahead, goes a lil something like this
El Banko
REI
Cashing out on my change bottle (huge)
Radio Shack for a cable
Selling old baseball cards
Purchasing Toothepaste and travel bottles
Visit to my nephew/godson for the last time
dinner with sabin and jessicola
& last but not least, trying to get an appointment with a doctor today. I've been having these weird aches on the left side of my stomach. It's a mild ache and I can't help but think it's organ related. A few weeks ago I decided that it's nothing a thai doctor couldn't fix for a fraction of the price. Then the strong words of friends told me to get real. I won't lie, with my mom's history in health, I can't help but feel like I'm going to keep over with some strange disease at some point in my life. I suppose everyone has that fear to some degree. So many things afloast, staying aloof in these matters assists the placebo.
I keep seeing the numbers for my birthday on clocks. I know I know, it's funny to think, the numbers 3:24 pop up twice a day, everyday, so it seems like it shouldn't be too improbable. On the other hand of the superstitious monkey, this is my golden year (24th birthday) and also the year of my chinese astrological sign. It's hard not to think that the forces are with me for time being and that I should bask in the glory of this rare time.
The going away weekend was a blast. Dinner was absolute chaos. Loved the foood, good times, absolute madness. Leaving Kevin's b-day party was hard for many reasons. First, the obvious, I'm gonna miss my friends like a drowning person misses air. Secondly, the same goodbye over and over again was frusterating. Here's an example "Have fun, I know you guys are gonna have a blast!" or "So, where are you guys gonna be next year? What are you doing? You guys are gonna have a blast". Literally the same goodbye 30 times in a row. I love all the people that I got to say goodbye to, I just wish there were a way that it could have been more meaningful without me bursting into tears. How does that work anyhow?
Eryn, I'm sorry I didn't get chance to call you back. The recording session went on hours past our estimation. When we were done, we were spent. I'm sorry I didn't get a chance to see you before we leave.
~tony