i am alive!
Oh hello lovely lovely people of LJ!
So, at first glance it may seem like I have ditched this account since I haven't posted any fic since April.
THIS IS NOT THE CASE.
For those who still follow the TSN kinkmeme, you may notice I've still been pretty active over there. Guess what, this idiotic glorious fandom will never leave me. I WISH I KNEW HOW TO QUIT YOU TSN
But anyway, I've just been insanely lazy and blah blah blah, and somehow along the road my OTP shifted from mark/eduardo to sean/eduardo and my life went to bits. joking. but it is kind of weird. I cannot control who I would like to bone, okay, guys, I apologize. plus, this FACE:
ANYWAY, this post has a point, totally, it totally does! other than jt's face.
but quickly, guys, remember when this happened:
CAN YOU BLAME ME, HONESTLY
anyway!
I really really want to archive my fic and make a masterlist. I KNOW I FAIL AT THESE THINGS, USUALLY, but i swear, someday, i will. (there is an incomplete one found here made by the amazing elefante_locura! <3)
i think i'll next be posting the no-verbal-filters fic (can be found here currently) which, sadly, was also kind of my last hurrah of mark/eduardo. d'aww.
i have also failed (jesus, this whole post is just like self-flagellation. I SUCK, I SUCK.) at the TSNbbang. which i am really sad about, because it was an amazing challenge, and i really dug my idea (a high school AU where mark and chris are best friends and losers, and eduardo is popular, in the closet, and secretly fucking a certain english teacher named mr. parker..) but i have to accept i won't be able to write a good m/e ending because of my brain, which has warped itself unrecognizably into a sean/eduardo machine. or eduardo/human. eduardo/objects, eduardo/anything, really. dumb pretty asshole. but again, can you blame me?
um, again, ANYWAY.
questions, for you, i guess: should i work on archiving my stuff? if i'm too lazy to do that (spoiler alert: i am), should i at least, like, post links to where they are on the meme? would anyone actually even be interested in a sean/eduardo masterlist? IS ANYONE IN THIS FANDOM ANYMORE, ALSO? TALK TO ME PEOPLE.
(also shh remember the golden globes)
<333
Ymorton