Rar!
Rar! I keep getting irritated and feel like I'm sinking into a depression. I shouldn't be though, I'm so happy most of the time and Wesley James Haynes is always there to put a stupid smile on my face. Damn you! It's scary to think how much influence Wes has over me. I'd do anything for him which is scary in a way, I always hoped to have a high school sweetheart but I never expected to actually find someone who I could actually see that happening with then along came shy Wes hehe. I always felt someone shouldn't have any power over me except for my parents. Now I'm kinda thinking everyone has some power over you...whether it's just a quick "smile" from some creepy old guy in a furniture store because he noticed you were in a bad mood. (I actually did smile from that, I think he was the only one to recognize that day that I wasn't happy even though I cried in the back of the car. Thanks Dad for noticing me). Or do you pick who has control/influence over you, and by picking is it who you love? If you think about it..you love your parents and they have control over you, or you love your parents and you don't like them so they have no control over you. Friends and other people that you love have so much influence on you. Ahh I don't know where I'm going with this. Quit this idea...
Hmm I had something I wanted to write about...oh yeah...life is what you make it and everything is how you look at it. If you want to be sad because you're asshole boyfriend dumped you...good for you be sad you dimwit. If you look at it with the right perspective however...everything is good. You can look at something and "Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened" or you could keep bitching about it. It's all what you want to do with it. True if Wes left me I would be devastated but I wouldn't dwell on it for the rest of my life. What really drove home this what do you call it...this idea..thought good lord I don't know but seeing my Dad still pissed off at women because my mother (8 years ago now...) it's just like...get over it. So everyone look at things with an open mind just because something good came to an end, don't dwell on it. Yes I know this is coming from me. Uhh I dunno I just get frustrated when someone gets upset over nothing...true I get upset sometimes because something happened to someone else. It's called empathy so there. I have a name for it so you can't blame me for it.
My thoughts on true love (if you care, if not why are you reading this?):
1. Everyone does have a special someone they're meant to be with, and no you don't always find them though most do sorry if you don't that sucks.
2. When you see them you won't know it. The realization that they're your true love will be gradual.
3. You get the feeling of being complete when you're with them and that nothing can hurt you.
4. Nothing else seems to matter. You know you can get through anything if they're with you.
5. You can be retarded. You could do the stupidest thing in the entire world and they'll just laugh at you not go "oh my god.."
6. They're incredibly hot, with long dark hair, the prettiest blue eyes, and their name is Wesley James Haynes. Jk...that's mine...I've already marked my territory grrrr-owl haha jk luv.
Well I have a lot of homework that I have put off for the last 4 weeks or so. Go me. <3MW
Hmm I had something I wanted to write about...oh yeah...life is what you make it and everything is how you look at it. If you want to be sad because you're asshole boyfriend dumped you...good for you be sad you dimwit. If you look at it with the right perspective however...everything is good. You can look at something and "Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened" or you could keep bitching about it. It's all what you want to do with it. True if Wes left me I would be devastated but I wouldn't dwell on it for the rest of my life. What really drove home this what do you call it...this idea..thought good lord I don't know but seeing my Dad still pissed off at women because my mother (8 years ago now...) it's just like...get over it. So everyone look at things with an open mind just because something good came to an end, don't dwell on it. Yes I know this is coming from me. Uhh I dunno I just get frustrated when someone gets upset over nothing...true I get upset sometimes because something happened to someone else. It's called empathy so there. I have a name for it so you can't blame me for it.
My thoughts on true love (if you care, if not why are you reading this?):
1. Everyone does have a special someone they're meant to be with, and no you don't always find them though most do sorry if you don't that sucks.
2. When you see them you won't know it. The realization that they're your true love will be gradual.
3. You get the feeling of being complete when you're with them and that nothing can hurt you.
4. Nothing else seems to matter. You know you can get through anything if they're with you.
5. You can be retarded. You could do the stupidest thing in the entire world and they'll just laugh at you not go "oh my god.."
6. They're incredibly hot, with long dark hair, the prettiest blue eyes, and their name is Wesley James Haynes. Jk...that's mine...I've already marked my territory grrrr-owl haha jk luv.
Well I have a lot of homework that I have put off for the last 4 weeks or so. Go me. <3MW