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Realise that I have a lousy lousy habit. I like to do non-work stuff at work and then do work after office hours. What is wrong with me!?!? *getting hysterical* Today is a result of too little sleep and too much coffee. I really need my 10 hrs of sleep. I really really need to 1) Start sleeping immediately after Kang Xi Lai Le 2) Stop trying to set the alarm to wake up at earlier to work (yes LH I have been trying that again while u were on leave, good to have u back at wk heh) and 3) I need to start concentrating at work so that I do not need to attempt point no. 2 to make up for my slackness. Just like last wkend, instead of workin on sat or even sunday.. i hve to start work on Monday @ 12am and end up sleeping at 3ish 4am. *What is wrong with me!?!?* Sigh. I think I need to go back to the days when I just stay in office till 9ish to complete my work.. and stop trying to kid myself into going home and "work." I have been in a nuah mood since small boss came back from Reservist. It's like a weight has been lifted and I became a carefree little girl, with occassional murmur of I hate everyone when looking at my emails, but overall I have been pretty happy =) And of cos it does help that the big boss has not been in office recently also. *grin*
A colleague asked me whether I am happier because of the presence or the absence? Haha, of cos is the presence lah *big grin* With an umbrella around, doesn't matter even if it rains... haha.
Got a new additional to my bed... a small pooh with flower... I actually took picture of it on my phone but can't upload using my company desktop (I really shld start blogging at hme and post sme pictures). Was a gift frm small boss to show his appreciation for my hard work during his 3 wks stint in serving the army. He is a very thoughtful boss... my colleague got a diary.. and she is wondering if it is a hint that she need to take down more notes hahahah. Me? I don't think so much.. I just hug my bear... heh. I love having presents! But now I feel stress got to find them something during my 1 wk leave... told boss that I will buy him lots of chocs... haha. Yes I am tryin to feed the people around me.. in order to feel less guilty about snacking haha.
And oh yeah.. I am officially a confirmed staff.. which bring my notice period to 1 month now. Had a "celebration" lunch with my very nice and small team yesterday. Was saying that the next celebration will probably be "Farewell" hahahah got scolded by boss. I think I am getting on his nerves by talking so much rubbish all the time. Hmmz... think I got to cut down on e rubbish... and start working harder. I do feel guilty for not working as hard as I think I should sigh. But I am lazy by nature. Mommy has borned me at the wrong time! (yesh yesh, i blame everyone else but myself =P)
Started going to this danzfitness class with my colleague recently.. it is like half an hr of matwork (almost dieded) and half an hr of danzrobics.. aiming to go for 1 class a wk at least. And I am supposed to be dieting/exercising in prepartion for my holiday.. buttttttttt I been sinning instead. Pig out over the wkend.. but just have to believe it that things do changed over time.. Greenhouse that we were all so crazy and into just 2 years back... e quality has dropped. The chocs that got me gushing and even to the extent of throwing a small tantrum over... is just normal now... Sigh, things do change. Guess this is just part of life... ever-changing. But still I feel as if I have wasted my (+daphne's) money and my calories! Went to Robertson Quay on Friday night with my colleagues.. finally have my warm choc cake...it was yummy.. but I realise it is just good for a few bites.. after that it get a bit.... or maybe I was just too full after dinner haha. We ordered a few stuff to share.. and cos I was the one who wanted the warm choc cake, I was arrowed to finish it off... but seriously, I am perfectly fine to have left-over food. And I just don't get it, if you cannot stand it, then jolly well finish it off urself.. dun try to force feed me! I hate it when ppl try to force feed me or insist that I try eating the food. Thank you very much, but NO.
And apart frm printing sme stuff for the MAS intern (yes we have a MAS intern aka Wu Jian Dao seconded to us), I still have not do what I am supposed to do.. I really really cannot stand myself.. bleah.