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So there's this girl.. she was someone growing up that everyone I knew idolized. I wasn't a fan of hers. I thought of her as a slut with no disreguard to others feelings. She carried around the boys she fucked as trophys and would cut them down continually. She was catty in the sweetest of ways and though I found her a waste of my time she was very important to many of the people I chose to spend time with. So I was always pleasent to her.. she was always pleasent to me. I didn't dislike her.. she just wasn't someone I wanted to invest my time getting to know. Through the years if I see her I'll make sure to say hi and make small talk. Share pleasentries. I was relived when I moved to dallas to find noone knew her since she was amarillo's dallas icon. The only person that knew her I was glad to meet her without the girl because ladonna is a bad ass chick. I like her a lot. Anyhow, the dude I am sorta with they were a couple for what seems like ages.. it was the girls more shown trophies.. she had one more note worthy trophy.. I'm sure she talked about those two trophies to me the most because one I had a crush on and one will forever be the man I will love and never have.. My iconic image of dude. Anyhow, I was talking about a friend.. she was one of the girls that idolized the girl that just wasn't my speed.. Anyhow Jake mntioned that she was often annoyed and didn't particularly care for my friend. For the first time I actually felt appreciation for his ex. I know the faults of my friend.. I know where and how she can be annoying but not once did the girl ever say bad things about my friend to me. so I have a bit of respect for the girl. She's still a waste of my time.. no skin off my back. but it is cool to after so many years have a respect for someone.