really..

Sep 21, 2006 03:36

it's just about love.
and having a strong father figure in my life.
i know, classic story..
girl grows up absent of a father.
but i think it is worse..
having the absence.. when both of you are trying..
and no one around you is letting that be possible..
and then to die.
the day before your daughters 17th birthday.
the birthday cards stop.
the phone calls stopped long before that.
but the fact that no one called us until 2 weeks later, a day before the funeral..
having to fly in a rush, not letting it sit..
being forced to let it hit at the funeral.
where no one knows who you are.
the face looks familiar..
why is she crying so much?
no correlation..
no one knows.
no one knew.
they never will really..
really..
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