wow
i really miss my daddy.
alot.
and my sister.
it makes it worse that when he had died.. we weren't talking.
and so.. my sister was fed horrible thoughts of me.
when i saw her at his funeral..
i think that was the hardest thing i ever had to go through in my life.
and to spare myself from sounding COMPLETELY vulnerable right now i'll stop.
isn't this what a live journal REALLY is for anyway?
alot.
and my sister.
it makes it worse that when he had died.. we weren't talking.
and so.. my sister was fed horrible thoughts of me.
when i saw her at his funeral..
i think that was the hardest thing i ever had to go through in my life.
and to spare myself from sounding COMPLETELY vulnerable right now i'll stop.
isn't this what a live journal REALLY is for anyway?