"I believe in a thing called Love..."
"Do you see me
I see you in everything
I'm standing here feeling pathetic
Don't you miss me
My heart is broken
It ended before it began
You walked away with nothing to say
Don't you see me? "
I came across this earlier while cleaning out my room! I wrote this when I was 16!! I came across a bunch of other writings and letters I had! A lot of memories have come pouring out!! I had completely forgotten that I had written this! It's funny, because I wrote it for one particualr ex...but it could be for a few different relationships I've had in my life. Up until this period of my life, I depended on having someone as true happiness. I didn't always have a boyfriend, in fact I've only had a couple...but atleast I always had someone to cuddle with, someone to talk too. I've had a lot of "talkings". But that was enough. I'm so glad I don't feel that way anymore. Because that isn't "enough". I mean, sure I would love a relationship. That feeling is awesome, and one of the best feelings I've ever had. But, I've finally realized, to know happiness is to know Jesus. Not that I'm always on a cloud happy, but I feel loved and I know I'm loved. His love is a love I will never have to question or fear!! Atleast when I write a letter to God, I won't look back at it feeling sad or betrayed!
I see you in everything
I'm standing here feeling pathetic
Don't you miss me
My heart is broken
It ended before it began
You walked away with nothing to say
Don't you see me? "
I came across this earlier while cleaning out my room! I wrote this when I was 16!! I came across a bunch of other writings and letters I had! A lot of memories have come pouring out!! I had completely forgotten that I had written this! It's funny, because I wrote it for one particualr ex...but it could be for a few different relationships I've had in my life. Up until this period of my life, I depended on having someone as true happiness. I didn't always have a boyfriend, in fact I've only had a couple...but atleast I always had someone to cuddle with, someone to talk too. I've had a lot of "talkings". But that was enough. I'm so glad I don't feel that way anymore. Because that isn't "enough". I mean, sure I would love a relationship. That feeling is awesome, and one of the best feelings I've ever had. But, I've finally realized, to know happiness is to know Jesus. Not that I'm always on a cloud happy, but I feel loved and I know I'm loved. His love is a love I will never have to question or fear!! Atleast when I write a letter to God, I won't look back at it feeling sad or betrayed!