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It feels so good to step out of your comfort zone and accomplish something, you never thought you would do! I'm realizing that life is too short and if you let "awkwardness" hold you back, you won't go far. I'm trying so hard to set goals for myself, and actually achieve them instead of wishing them. If something makes me uneasy, but I know I should do it, I'm gonna say "screw it" and I will do it. (haha that rhymed =P ) And if I feel that something should or shouldn't be done (despite everyone else's opinion) I am going to do it! I won't act on an impulse, and I will listen to people...but it comes down to me. My life. My way. Well, actually God's way for me! Anytime I feel like I can't, it's such a motivation, so in the end I will say, "I did". I want to be confidant. Not arrogant, but confidant in myself to know that I can achieve anything I set my mind too. If I start complaining or saying I can't, or giving up...you ALL need to give me a swift kick in the butt! And I know some of you will!!