I wanna be used, to shine for You.
Sad story for you: We were in class today talking about PE stats that my prof. had heard on the radio. I heard the same thing this morning on FLN. Someone asked me what that station meant so I told them...Family Life Network. All but 2 of them still didn't know what it was. A class of almost 20 people, and only 3 had ever heard of FLN. When I told them that it was a Christian Station it was like someone had just shot Michael Jordan. All the sighs and groans would have been funny if it wasn't because of a radio station.
At the same time this makes me smile. People know exactly what's coming out of my mouth when we get on the topic of faith. God made me outspoken and I think most of my classmates think it's a curse...on them. Lately I have been treated differently. I know that we are told that once we accept Christ into our hearts we will be cannon fodder for the world...it won't be easy. It's a strange thing to actually feel that from my peers. It's awesome to know that they are persecuting me for my faith because I am doing what I was told to. I live what I believe and I am not afraid to speak His name whereever I go.
Course on the flip side of that it sucks because they don't know the truth, but the fact that they can predict that I am going to speak Truth to them means that God is sowing seeds through me! SOO exciting. So terrifying. Simply Amazing.
Seems like mindless rambling, but once you have experienced it...the epiphany that God wanted you to glean, it's just that hard to explain!
I was guided into making a great choice, one that will echo throughout all eternity. There is so much more to live for than I ever realized. I want these people to stop sighing and tell me what it is that they are passionate about, what they have found outside of themselves to live for. I know the Truth and they are going to hear it.