embracing for forever.. and falling in your eyes
last night was absolutely terrible.. the heat lost their opener, and home court advantage along with it. i'm feeling kinda pessimistic now. shaq's about as close as he'll get to healing, and they had everyone in last night and they sucked. looks like wade's gonna have to be perfect and much more for the heat to even have a chance.
anyways, after that disappointing loss, i should have gone to sleep.. but whatever.. i woke up at 7 this morning for stupid rehearsal. and it was stupid. we spent two hours in that hot gym.. accomplishing.. nothing. with half of the school's teachers in there, doing.. nothing. tami made a good point, everyone was talking so you couldn't hear what they were saying.. and the teachers were having their own conversations. whatever.
after that we gathered in the parking lot and made plans for lunch.. at 10:00 in the morning.. haha. so.. me and like 9 other people all went to gary's house. krunal was with us in the first place, so he had brought the asians to gary's house. there was one problem. jon was being a little bitch and was saying how he didn't wanna go in 'cuz he knew no one. i was thinking, 'and? your point is?'. so jon, krunal, mike, anu, and amena decided to go to IHOP instead. i was a little ticked off. but jon seemed like he was in a bad mood.. i dunno what for. it was a nice day. whatever.
so anyway, after we decided we were going to wendy's, i took lawrence and kenny with me in the car and we sang along to mariah carey and mike jones. we were the first ones to get there, and so was kathie. she came to my car and she yelled at me to get out. i obliged.. what else are you supposed to do when a girl tells you to get out of your car? we went inside, and kenny and i had a little contest to see who could get the stuffed animals out of the thing for kathie. the first stuffed animal she got was 'cuz he stayed back when me and kathie went to the table.. fob. the second time, i went over there to get a fuzzy one out and it was so close to falling over the edge.. all i needed was one more quarter.. and as i went back to the table looking for another quarter, kenny came back with the fuzzy one. terrible. lunch was good, i had the zesty nachos.. i liked them, but i dont think they liked me.. my stomach still hurts.
the whole table made plans for after lunch.. i was scheduled to go see star wars with them, but i decided not to.. not really a fan of it. so i went home, went to sleep.. and just now woke up. it's a beautiful thing.
it's funny how when you start letting go of someone and you open yourself up.. the opportunities that present itself. like today, i kinda saw someone in a new light.. it's so weird, 'cuz.. wow, i dunno. i just think she's really awesome and i wish i could spend more time with her.
of course, maybe it's just a defense mechanism. who knows?
anyways, after that disappointing loss, i should have gone to sleep.. but whatever.. i woke up at 7 this morning for stupid rehearsal. and it was stupid. we spent two hours in that hot gym.. accomplishing.. nothing. with half of the school's teachers in there, doing.. nothing. tami made a good point, everyone was talking so you couldn't hear what they were saying.. and the teachers were having their own conversations. whatever.
after that we gathered in the parking lot and made plans for lunch.. at 10:00 in the morning.. haha. so.. me and like 9 other people all went to gary's house. krunal was with us in the first place, so he had brought the asians to gary's house. there was one problem. jon was being a little bitch and was saying how he didn't wanna go in 'cuz he knew no one. i was thinking, 'and? your point is?'. so jon, krunal, mike, anu, and amena decided to go to IHOP instead. i was a little ticked off. but jon seemed like he was in a bad mood.. i dunno what for. it was a nice day. whatever.
so anyway, after we decided we were going to wendy's, i took lawrence and kenny with me in the car and we sang along to mariah carey and mike jones. we were the first ones to get there, and so was kathie. she came to my car and she yelled at me to get out. i obliged.. what else are you supposed to do when a girl tells you to get out of your car? we went inside, and kenny and i had a little contest to see who could get the stuffed animals out of the thing for kathie. the first stuffed animal she got was 'cuz he stayed back when me and kathie went to the table.. fob. the second time, i went over there to get a fuzzy one out and it was so close to falling over the edge.. all i needed was one more quarter.. and as i went back to the table looking for another quarter, kenny came back with the fuzzy one. terrible. lunch was good, i had the zesty nachos.. i liked them, but i dont think they liked me.. my stomach still hurts.
the whole table made plans for after lunch.. i was scheduled to go see star wars with them, but i decided not to.. not really a fan of it. so i went home, went to sleep.. and just now woke up. it's a beautiful thing.
it's funny how when you start letting go of someone and you open yourself up.. the opportunities that present itself. like today, i kinda saw someone in a new light.. it's so weird, 'cuz.. wow, i dunno. i just think she's really awesome and i wish i could spend more time with her.
of course, maybe it's just a defense mechanism. who knows?