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I'm a lot happier when my stepmom isn't around.
That kind of makes me feel guilty.. then again, it doesn't.. but then I feel guilty for being indifferent.
I have good advice - do what makes you happy. Don't feel obligated to do things because it's "in the family" or you feel you should do it. Example, if you want to play trumpet instead of clarinet, switch from clarinet to trumpet, even if you've played clarinet for years, do what makes you happy.
Life is for living, and it's what you want to do.
I realize I only want to live away from my parents when my stepmom is there, so maybe if she's eliminated somehow, I won't feel that way. Escaping is hard. It really is.
I'm jumping back and forth of two different topics - sorry if that was confusing.
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I haven't done much lately.
I honestly don't know what my mood is, so I can't describe it - that's why I picked indescribable.
That kind of makes me feel guilty.. then again, it doesn't.. but then I feel guilty for being indifferent.
I have good advice - do what makes you happy. Don't feel obligated to do things because it's "in the family" or you feel you should do it. Example, if you want to play trumpet instead of clarinet, switch from clarinet to trumpet, even if you've played clarinet for years, do what makes you happy.
Life is for living, and it's what you want to do.
I realize I only want to live away from my parents when my stepmom is there, so maybe if she's eliminated somehow, I won't feel that way. Escaping is hard. It really is.
I'm jumping back and forth of two different topics - sorry if that was confusing.
<3
I haven't done much lately.
I honestly don't know what my mood is, so I can't describe it - that's why I picked indescribable.