its been a while
Hey all, its been a while since I updated here, so let me tell you a few things that you have missed:
1) I wrote Kori a long letter telling him how I really felt, and that I couldn't handle him flirting with me if he didn't like me...it also told him that I can't handle him talking about Audrey to me.
2) After that letter, I realized how stupid my infatuation was lol. I am so over Kori and his silly charms.
3) I am now currently best buds with this group of fantastic people who share the same ideals as me...Dave, John, Johnathan, Delilah, you guys rock!
4) I was at Johnathan's Birthday Bash last nite and I felt like a total third wheel...
5) The last guy I really liked turned me down because I was too good of a friend.
6) I have come to the realization that I am "Sometimes a friend, never a lover, always the mother," and that is never going to change...unfortunately.
Anyway, I am quite depressed at my new realizations and it hurts to know that I will never be anything other than a mother to the guys I like. I don't listen to ppl who say that having a boyfriend is just trouble...look at Johnathan and Delilah...THEY ARE MAD FOR EACHOTHER! I just want to experience someone's love for me...
1) I wrote Kori a long letter telling him how I really felt, and that I couldn't handle him flirting with me if he didn't like me...it also told him that I can't handle him talking about Audrey to me.
2) After that letter, I realized how stupid my infatuation was lol. I am so over Kori and his silly charms.
3) I am now currently best buds with this group of fantastic people who share the same ideals as me...Dave, John, Johnathan, Delilah, you guys rock!
4) I was at Johnathan's Birthday Bash last nite and I felt like a total third wheel...
5) The last guy I really liked turned me down because I was too good of a friend.
6) I have come to the realization that I am "Sometimes a friend, never a lover, always the mother," and that is never going to change...unfortunately.
Anyway, I am quite depressed at my new realizations and it hurts to know that I will never be anything other than a mother to the guys I like. I don't listen to ppl who say that having a boyfriend is just trouble...look at Johnathan and Delilah...THEY ARE MAD FOR EACHOTHER! I just want to experience someone's love for me...