shiiit son
I dont think ive been in a better position in my life.
except my body hurts so bad and im in debt.. so maybe i lied
I really want to try a fucking detox thing because i could use some healthy time
and i really need to stop smoking. i think i had my last one tonight.. sorry
i pretty much got paid today and im getting ready to pay some shit off.
Im glad im moving in like technically a week and i need to go running tmw.
i cant wait to fucking move and i hoooope i get the ashe dorms because seriously sharing a bathroom with 3 other ppl is so much better then sharing one with like 30+ppl.
I am so nauseous.
I cant be dehydrated because i drink water like nobodys business.
i feel like im so weak like i havent eaten in days but i have. which is weeeeird.
im so uncomfortable and i just dont know what to do.
i kind of want to just go farrrrrr out and scream so fucking loud. ugh.
im so stressed out.
i have to take out a loan in a couple of days. most likely monday or something.
i dont fucking know.
i just feel so weird
and kind of light headed
im afraid i wont make the soccer team and i want to play so fucking bad
but i dont think ill be able to handle being midfield in this weather.. i cant even run in the albertsons field(taft) without weezing and i take like two puffs of my inhaler.
im a fucking nerd.
and my sister is just making me want to leave even more and if i dont get a dorm i'll be so angry.
she keeps telling me how she cant wait til i leave and all of this shit
and i know she'll be spoiled as fuck. and i hate it.
im pretty much going to barf within the next hour.
i just need to start eating healthier and maybe have a wheatgrass shot every other day.
fuck meeeeeee.
except my body hurts so bad and im in debt.. so maybe i lied
I really want to try a fucking detox thing because i could use some healthy time
and i really need to stop smoking. i think i had my last one tonight.. sorry
i pretty much got paid today and im getting ready to pay some shit off.
Im glad im moving in like technically a week and i need to go running tmw.
i cant wait to fucking move and i hoooope i get the ashe dorms because seriously sharing a bathroom with 3 other ppl is so much better then sharing one with like 30+ppl.
I am so nauseous.
I cant be dehydrated because i drink water like nobodys business.
i feel like im so weak like i havent eaten in days but i have. which is weeeeird.
im so uncomfortable and i just dont know what to do.
i kind of want to just go farrrrrr out and scream so fucking loud. ugh.
im so stressed out.
i have to take out a loan in a couple of days. most likely monday or something.
i dont fucking know.
i just feel so weird
and kind of light headed
im afraid i wont make the soccer team and i want to play so fucking bad
but i dont think ill be able to handle being midfield in this weather.. i cant even run in the albertsons field(taft) without weezing and i take like two puffs of my inhaler.
im a fucking nerd.
and my sister is just making me want to leave even more and if i dont get a dorm i'll be so angry.
she keeps telling me how she cant wait til i leave and all of this shit
and i know she'll be spoiled as fuck. and i hate it.
im pretty much going to barf within the next hour.
i just need to start eating healthier and maybe have a wheatgrass shot every other day.
fuck meeeeeee.