Jun 03, 2006 23:09
seriously i wonder what can go through peoples minds
why cant anyone have a mind of their own?
fucking morons,, thats what they all should be called just drop their names and pick up FUCKING MORONS.
I fucking hate the fact that im staying here for college
I dont think i've ever wanted to leave more than i do now
I seem to be stuck in shit situations but i know that eventually it will be better because i can go visit my friends that are leaving and im going to fucking miss them all the time even though i'll still see them its the fact that i cant have the option of seeing them everyday if i wanted or talk to them in person or even have a shoulder to cry on. All of my comfort zones are leaving and it fucking sucks
I've been dreading graduation for so long because i wont see the majority of these people ever again.. and some of them i didnt even have the chance to be friends with. I hate this. Graduation was hell too,, i did meet the girl sitting next to me for the first time yesterday. haha it was interesting. i need to get a cell phone plan so i can talk to people when i want or even need. I have a feeling im going to do a lot of crying all the time.
SU-cky.
Situations uncontrolled.
FUCK that
i cant stop feeling certain ways that im trying so hard to change.
I hate ttttthiiiiisssss