May 06, 2005 22:53
my mom and i are talking again. thank goodness. i'm not really sure why she was upset, or if it was jeff or something totally different and off subject.
but yeah. i talked to john. and i AM talking to john right now. ugh, what's wrong with me? why can't things change? i'm just staying single. it's so much simpler. i have too much stress on my plate right now.
and i give up with going out with jake...he doesn't want a girlfriend and it's pointless to go out with ANYONE, ANYWAY.
i'm outta heeeeere......