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A letter I also posted in a lovely community. letterstolovers
Dear liar,
I know you won't ever read this..but I just want you to know that I still think about you. A lot. I realized this becuase whenever I see you at school, all the memories of you being sweet to me comes back. I thought I would always hate you..but I just care too much to hate you. I know everything that we had was all just a lie, but I believed it all. I believed it for me because I have never had someone that acted that way towards me. I know probably how you acted around me was just all a big pretend, but I liked it. Its just that no ones ever been so sweet to me even if it was a lie for something. You were the first one out of all my dumb teenage loves. You were the first one to hold me so tight that I felt like you wanted to hold me forever. You were the first one that told me you loved me and seemed like you meant it even if you really didn't.You were the first one that seemed like you wanted to love and hold me tight always...I just didn't understand that you were a big liar. Why is it though, that I miss those lies? I know I shouldn't miss you, and I know I shouldn't want you back because of what you did to me, but I guess I'm just stupid like that. Maybe...its just that I want someone to hold me like you did...I just don't know. But I do know for a fact that I really do miss your horrible, but wonderful lies..I miss you liar...
From, the girl whos memories keep haunting her.
oh boy..i hate this feeling.
Dear liar,
I know you won't ever read this..but I just want you to know that I still think about you. A lot. I realized this becuase whenever I see you at school, all the memories of you being sweet to me comes back. I thought I would always hate you..but I just care too much to hate you. I know everything that we had was all just a lie, but I believed it all. I believed it for me because I have never had someone that acted that way towards me. I know probably how you acted around me was just all a big pretend, but I liked it. Its just that no ones ever been so sweet to me even if it was a lie for something. You were the first one out of all my dumb teenage loves. You were the first one to hold me so tight that I felt like you wanted to hold me forever. You were the first one that told me you loved me and seemed like you meant it even if you really didn't.You were the first one that seemed like you wanted to love and hold me tight always...I just didn't understand that you were a big liar. Why is it though, that I miss those lies? I know I shouldn't miss you, and I know I shouldn't want you back because of what you did to me, but I guess I'm just stupid like that. Maybe...its just that I want someone to hold me like you did...I just don't know. But I do know for a fact that I really do miss your horrible, but wonderful lies..I miss you liar...
From, the girl whos memories keep haunting her.
oh boy..i hate this feeling.