Nov 21, 2004 20:37
Have I ever told you how much I love Britni Bouzigard and Carly Eymard? If I haven't, here it is now. This week I realize just how much I miss and need those bitches. hehe. They have been my best friends since seventh grade, and I love them. I really can't imagine life without them, although it feels like I'm living it right now. Carly is miserable in New Orleans without any real good friends to support her up there, and Britni has all this thibodaux hanging out with Lockport people shit that I don't understand. They both have all new friends that I haven't met, both have so much going on with sororities and what not that I don't understand, but it's all good, because when I need them, they are still there. This is a HUGE Thank you for what you guys did for me this week. I had the shittiest week in the world, and you two were the ONLY people who cared enough to call and keep in touch to make sure I was okay. I guess you don't really realize how much you need people until you loose almost all contact with them. I feel so bad for letting it happen with us, but it's all good now. Thanksgiving is comming, and we're GONNA see eachother. It's just we all have so much going on, it's hard to keep friendships together. We are all meeting new people, or old people that we didn't really hang out with in high school, but I think they are both realizing these new people aren't what they are cracked up to be. People fighting over boyfriends, and guys who are interested in one or the other, talking shit behind eachothers backs, being afraid to confront eachother so you hide in your room on the phone, etc. That's how you know who your REAL friends are or aren't. You can talk think ouf with people who are your friends. You don't have to be scared or talk behind their backs. There are just some people you can't trust. People who are just out there for themselves, and will take whatever they can get from you. We are not realizing who is like that, and who isn't. People may think i'm odd for only haveing three people that I really would like to make a point to see more, but the way I look at it is I'd rather have three friends who are loyal and great than seven who care when it's about them, and could care less when it's about you. Okay, I ranted. Anyone care to chime in is welcome, but my attitude is pretty shitty, so be aware, you'll probably find out things you don't want to if comment.