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Why can I never seem to get a good grip on my life? It'll look like things are under control for one moment, and then the next I'm spinning in circles, doing all that I can to stay afloat. I think it's because I can be so naive about things, about feelings. I'm so out of place here, in a time when thinsg that used to mean so much now mean so little: honor, integrity, love. Where have we gone off to? Why have we strayed so far from the path that we should have kept following?
Why can I never seem to find any answers to any of my questions anymore...damn...this is my only regret of my decision of making an attempt at becoming a cadet. I have so little contact with the ones I love, or would love, or just want to know. I'm so far out of the loop, everything seems great when I try to get back into iit, but that's only because I make such a scene jumping through it. I want answers, I want knowledge, I want contact with those that want contact with me...
I'd love you if you sent me something @ collettr@norwich.edu, or just leave something here, just to remind me that some people still care...
Why can I never seem to find any answers to any of my questions anymore...damn...this is my only regret of my decision of making an attempt at becoming a cadet. I have so little contact with the ones I love, or would love, or just want to know. I'm so far out of the loop, everything seems great when I try to get back into iit, but that's only because I make such a scene jumping through it. I want answers, I want knowledge, I want contact with those that want contact with me...
I'd love you if you sent me something @ collettr@norwich.edu, or just leave something here, just to remind me that some people still care...